蓝蓝的权~

今天的我，又开始有一点点蓝了，可能是昨晚失眠，精神不是很好，让空虚有机可乘。。。

在做工时，还蛮不错的，最近也忙到没时间乱乱想。。。而今天精神不是很好，又没那么忙，结果空虚的心情又来了。今天偷偷在公司里上MSN，和朋友聊了10分钟的废话时，蛮开心的，其实很想叫他们晚间出来beer一beer。但又不想烦到他们所以也没提议出来。而且明天也约定出来喝一喝了。。。

驾着车时，眼泪已满满装在眼睛里，只是没流下来。。。想一想那无聊的生活，没有目标的日子，真的很觉得无趣。。。我也不懂为什么心情会那么差，就是提不起劲来。。。有个朋友还说也想像我一个人住，有自己的家。。。可是我告诉他不是什么好事，闷上来时真得很恐怖，分分钟死在家里也没人懂，哈哈

工作的忙真的可以让人没那么烦恼，闷的恐怖真的很恐怖，我也不懂我在写什么，随便啦！乱乱写，乱乱发泄我的无聊吧。。。

原本想upload几张最近拍的食物相片很和朋友分享，看来又要delay了。。。还有，八月约了几个朋友去玩Water Rafting，期望那天，也希望我可以安全回来，哈哈哈。。。至于八月三十一的假期，还没计划，可能在家闷吧！

无聊的Blog也真的可以让我平静下来。 :)

Kuantan Trip 5/7 - 6/7

First, even my friend commend that my English is lousy, but I don't care, I still want to write in English. smile~~~
- 5 July, a short trip to Kuantan, this is my second time to Kuantan...
- first time go travel with this group of friends.
- 6 of us, and a family of my friend's manager...
- At Swiss Garden Resort, which one of the best resort around Kuantan (I think... haha)...

For this trip, at first I 'm the only guy with these gals... haha, sound great, right? coz I planning to shoot photo alone around the beach... But coz I will feel shy if all girls, so I ask my friend to join also, as this is a budget trip, so he agreed... lately, another of my friend joined, coz he want to know some girls (me so bad, said my friend join coz of want to know gals)... and finaly become 3 girls, 3 guys... haha... and all are single and available... They actually have another group, but they coming with the whole family, so I didn't really join them much, just have dinner together. Actually each of us not really know each other. I also worry will a bit sien, but finally really enjoy it, all are playful and friendly... ;)

During this trip, it's really a very healthy trip. We enjoy the beach site, playing those outdoor activities, football, swimming... and really tire. night time after dinner, without enjoy the pub an the hotel, we all just direct sleep... imaging how tire they all... but not me, I just cannot sleep well the whole night, may be have home sick... haha.. kidding lar..

At Sunday, normally should wake up and ready to back home. But we just have a short boat trip to the small rock island... should have snorkeling, crab catching.... but coz the sea water not that clear, so we only climbing around that rock island... keep on shoot photo, swimming... then we back to beach to play the "surf board"... sound great, right? but I can tell you, really tire... Coz I'm the driver, I need to drive all the way to KL... all of them just sleep like pig in the car, I need to drive... :( .. but I still not that tire also, I also dun know why the whole trip I so awake... should be tire like hell!!!

actually we planning to go Genting when on the way back, but all are too tire, so we just decide back to KL have dinner... Ampang Look Out Point... a nice scene dinner place, this not my first time there, but it's the first time I bring camera... so I sure will shoot around lor.. haha

Happy Birthday to my Uncle

17th June, this is my uncle 60th birthday. He's sons organize a Birthday dinner with him. more then 20+ table and mention no Ang Bow, no Gift will receive... haha..

Well, the dinner really happening, and the food is nice. The first dish is Lopster!!! my cousin really enjoy it. then also have a lot food, and I hear for 1 table it 1k++... keng...

Beside the food, they also have some entertainment show. the more attractive is the "Change Face" (变脸)... the most famous show in China..

Lucky I bring my camera this time, coz can just shoot with all my relative.. I have a long time didn't gather with them, even the CNY I also didn't meet them... For this dinner, we just like a big family gathering, all relative, sit around and chatting around... they all purposely come from Malacca, Singapore.... just to join my uncle birthday... As usual, we are the last team ppl to left the dinner, coz once we gather together, we will never ending chating. it's a big gang, 30++ relative, non matter young or old, from year 10 to year 60, we all can just never stop chat and laugh... :)

More picture will upload to my Friendster soon :)

我的旅行。。。还不错。。。

三天两夜的Phuket游又过了，去了那么多次，也有很多不同的感觉。只有这次真正的坐在Pub喝酒。。。因为有女的在，我也比较“安全”。。。哈哈，酒还是那么便宜，我们大白天就喝得半醉，哈哈哈

至于晚上，我们坐在PUB边看看Phuket的夜生活。看看那些美过女人的SheMale。看看鬼佬身边的“丑女”。。。真的很多不同的东西。。。还有，我也尝试了开真枪的滋味，Yeah!!!

Phuket的小吃还是不错，而且海滩还是那么的大。。。去了那么多次我还没有join过任何旅游行，是因为价钱还很贵。。。我也只是去了一次Sunshine Cruise，不过是一个人去。。。哈哈。希望下次可以真正的去享受下美丽的Phi Phi Island, Jamesbond Island, Kanoning...

无聊的我，还是那么的无聊。。。

以为很久没写部落格了，结果也只是三个星期而已。其实也这段时间也发生了些事情，有闷的，也有开心的，还好没有伤心的，已算不错的咯。

一
我的病，开始以为好了，结果还是有一点点小问题，不过也不会乱乱想了。自于病情，就让它慢慢痊愈吧！！因为我还是改变不了我的生活习惯。。。

二
心情已恢复了，不再像之前那么闷闷不乐。又可以做回一个无聊的我了，哈哈。。。其实一路以来我都是很无聊的。。。

三
工作上，感觉有点运气，因为有了些新的project，可是我都一一推掉了，只是不想让我自己太累。。。

四
终于又有的去旅行了，要谢谢我的两个好朋友，放下他们的两个孩子，陪我这个无聊的人去玩一玩。。。哈哈

我有毛病了。。。还是？？？

上个星期三，总觉得我的身体有点怪怪，就是说不出是什么问题。。。可能是病吧？其实已告知了几个朋友我的情形，他们也建议我去看医生，可是我也不知如何告诉医生什么问题，因为我不知是心理作用，不够睡，还是病了？？？而这几天，我真得很累，睡眠很不够。。。我也没家人说过这些东西，因为不想我妈妈当心。。。有个朋友说可以陪我去看医生，我真的很开心，可是我比较想。。。。 哈哈，算了吧。。。别想了。。。

今天我心里已有了答案，这可能是我一向以来最不想中的病。。。而它还是慢慢的来，是慢慢的来，很恐怖。。。我宁愿它一下来，那我就不需想那么多了。现在也很明显了，不过想真的，现在可以做的到底是什么？我要如何？我不懂，要改变生活习惯？我不知可不可以做到，但我一定要第一时间戒烟，应该先戒买烟吧！！！哈哈，然后喝少一点酒，其实我刚刚还想开一罐酒喝，不过想想自己的健康，就没喝了。。。接下来就是早睡咯，所以现在我要睡了。。。晚安。。。

（真的希望是心理作用或是睡眠不足咯）

Cameron Trip with my BEST GANG, Yeah

Before the Trip
2/5/2008, long time my house didn't gather so many friends already, just because of this trip. Some of them will stay at my house and we have a nice chat over the nite...

we have quite a lot ppl joining this time, around 13 ppl. and have 2 new girls joining this time also.

Arrive at Cameron
we arrive Cameron, yeah... we drive 3 cars, and really enjoy this trip. :)

Drunk Session
This is the best time we waiting for, before going to the trip, I already tell all my friends that must make me drunk. and... I really drunk.. hahaha... I really enjoy the drinking session, we still the best gang in my heart. I really appreciate all my friends.... However, I wanna to say sorry to my friends too, I didn't really join them all the time, because I have 2 friends join this time. I need to take care them too... I miss out a lot best time with my friends during the trip.. really regret now... sorry friends.... I promise I won't do that again.... the time with u all still is the best memory for me...

I have post up the picture, you can check it out...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/leebantwan/sets/72157601119853082/