btlee的废话连篇 © 2010

我又回来了！

2011-12-01T17:19:00.001+08:00

哇！！！已很久没写任河东西了。。。我还在人间！！！哈哈，不过不可以保证可以到几时。

最近其实有点闷，心情有点忧郁，还好我可以控制得来。。。只要一切不变，无需面对新东西就可以了＊也表示我的生活没变过。。。哈哈

不知写什么，有心情再废一废吧！

七月的黄色风暴。。。

2011-07-12T17:39:00.005+08:00

在知道了有 Bersih2.0 的游行以来，都很担心吉隆坡会不会成为另一个曼谷。每天都注意 Bersih 的发展。直到我们“伟大”的首相说可以借用国家体育馆的时候，我还期待Bersih会如何回应。。。结果没令我失望， Bersih 接受了首相的建议。我也开始感觉了它并没有政治的意义，真正代表了人民的心声，真正的纯洁。。。没想到“伟大”的首相可以三百六十度的转变，令我更加讨厌他。。。

七月九日，我已约定和朋友去游玩了，也可以离开不知会发生什么事的吉隆坡。。。我并不担心游行的人民，而是那些拿我们的钱的“Mata"和那些无聊的“暴力政治家”。。。一路上，都没事发生，只是听说吉隆坡的边界很多“Road Block"，吉隆坡里的车辆也很明显少了很多。。。心想政府那么的出力“恐吓”人民别出席游行，应该会减少很多人的参与吧！

在我去的地方，没有的上网，也不能第一时间搜看第一消息。。。
一点，吃午餐的地方有无线上网，也第一时间看看吉隆坡的消息！
－人潮还真的很多。。。
－ “勇敢”的警察已向手无武器的百姓们出手了。。。
－政治人物也一一被抓了。。。
离开餐厅过后又没的收看了。。。

晚餐还好又有的上网。。游行已告一段落了，我也很开心游行没有漫游到晚间，真正的和平完毕。。

过后的几天，我也一直更进Bersih的消息。。。越看越令我愤怒。。。
1，尽然向医院发出“攻击”
2，警察既然开大眼讲大话，还说如果有人发出假讯息无赖警察会控诉他人。。。可是又没讲明如果是真的，谁应该负责？
3，报章既然报道假事实，让他人以为游行令整个吉隆坡暴乱！！

也看了很多参加的人民写的回应，个个都开始觉得自己是马来西亚人。在那游行中，感受到每个种族的互相帮忙，不分肤色，不分语言。。。真正的一个大马。

我也真的很愤怒，很惭愧。。。每次看到他们的付出和过后感想，眼泪也会挤在眼里。。。他们真的是真正的英雄，令我佩服！令我真的想参与这次的游行。。。

（不过如果还有类似的游行，也表示马来西亚没改过）

旅行篇～

2011-06-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

在facebook里，看回之前拍下所去过的国家。。。也想起与朋友们这样的旅行以有五年了。。。

第一年，柬埔寨游，第一次的旅行，永远都最深刻的。遗憾的是Kevin与Rachel最后还是没和我们一起去！

第二年，泰国游，由于我的工作接触了泰国，便邀朋友去一躺泰国。。。也赏识了多过12小时的路程，应该是十六个小时吧！可惜Tracy没得去。。。

第三年，巴里岛，也是最齐人的一个团，难得Kevin两公婆也有去。。。而且还是总共二十个人！不过很乱，太多人了！

第四年，寮国游，一个很不错的国家。也有些惊奇，有些东西并没想过寮国会那么热闹！！！

第五年，也是今年。。。Gary, Tracy, Vteck, Stella 没去了，人也少了，大家的生活也开始有了变化～已不能想之前那么潇洒了，说去就去。。。
今年的腼腆，比原本的想象完全不同。。。上机前，大家还讨论，要不要换个地点，去清迈可能会好玩点！不过，去了之后，觉得缅甸真的是个很好背包的国家，惊奇一大堆！！！

接下来，要去哪儿？大家还配合得到时间了吗？真希望每一年还有机会一起去旅行。。。
去那呢？台湾？菲律宾？日本？清迈？韩国？。。。朋友们，还要去吗？

很久没写东东了。。。

2011-06-17T16:55:00.003+08:00

很久没更改我的部落格了，为什么？
－没有旅游？不是，记得有。。。去了香港，Phuket，腼腆。。本地有马六甲，波的申。。。还有吗？忘了。。。
－没时间？不是，只是懒惰了。。。
也可能心情比较平静，所以不需要在这废话连篇吧！！！这可是我发泄情绪的地方，哈哈。

就近的我做了什么？不过却想改一改。。。
－旅行？开始减少了，是时候省省钱了。。。
－工作？一成不变，好事？还是不好？
－朋友？还是很多。。。哈哈
－感情？一片空白。。。

无聊～

ButtBot 的诞生！

2010-11-29T13:19:00.004+08:00

其实ButtBot并不是我的Idea,只是在网络上看到一个很可爱玩具。所以自己动手做一个来拍拍照。

也不是只有一个ButtBot，我也做了几个，不过都是朋友要求的。。。迟点放上来给你们看看吧！

好想有个新的开始！！！

2010-10-21T13:28:00.002+08:00

～最近感觉很累了，无论是工作上还是生活上，都想有个不同的改变。。。
～工作－已没之前那么有动力了，老了？还是厌了？
～生活－就如一个轮回，兜来兜去，还是一样。。。
～还是我没变过？所以没了新鲜感？
～需要改变吗？还是保持一样？
～又要花点时间想想了。。。
～等我吧！

What wrong with me? or you?

2010-09-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

I just curious, for those who know me... did you find anything wrong with me?
I really enjoy my life, even single now... however, I also will feel bore or lonely sometime, but this not a big deal. Coz I knew I still have really really nice friends who will accompany me...

Today, I just feel sad again... I keep on thinking that I really need to be a bad guy?... even I try... but not use, still a lot people outside tot I'm stupid and repeat those thing I hate to me... I already try to keep away from it, but why this still back to me again and repeat the same thing? am I really stupid?

Yes, I really stupid, coz I knew it, just I keep telling myself thing might change... but not really... may be it's really a curse.... this curse will always follow me...

what I want is really simple life, a really simple life... please~

胆小了

2010-09-15T17:08:00.003+08:00

我想要有人一起旅行，一起看电影。
我想和那个人说自己准备好了，只是没有勇气，不敢踏出第一步。
我只是心里等的是一份相守以望的感情，抬起头来相视而笑，安心的生活，如此而已。

渐渐的我开始安慰自己，有朋友就够了，一个人生活也很好。
我忘记了当另一个男朋友的感觉，
当那个人出现时，我开始慌张、害怕。因为我变得胆小了。。。

超冷时空。。。

2010-07-26T17:15:00.005+08:00

很久没在超冷时空出现了。。。
自从得了无名病毒之后，我都尽量避免在超冷的时空出没。。。
终于，有个绝世老姑魔用了它的霸道自私魔力，逼我（们）在那超冷时空逗留9个小时。。。

我的无名病毒又再次暴发，一个红红又肿肿的手，超恐怖的。。。
还好我还没暴毙，还可以在离开那超冷时空的一个小时，使那红红又肿肿的手回复点正常。。。

等着瞧，霸道自私魔力一定会有枯竭的一天。。。

还没好！！！

2010-07-15T13:32:00.002+08:00

还是一样，我还没好。。。

已很久了，到底几时可以回复我自己？

难道真的要我离开现有的生活，隐居在无人的世界吗？

我以为可以自己慢慢走出来，每想到事实并没我想象中的容易。。。

早上一起身就要面对你，而晚上睡觉还要时不时的令我无法安心的睡。。。

很难受，快好起来吧！我一定要做到。。。离开我吧！

怪病！！！冷气敏感？

2010-06-21T10:53:00.006+08:00

已三个星期了，开始还以为是酒瘼。。。结果看了医生，打了只针（第一次因病而要求打针，因为实在太恐怖了）。。。过后，红点也漫漫消失了。。。以为已没事了，没想到过了几天，红点又出现了。。。心想就让它爆发出来吧！可是并没我想的那么简单，红点时少时多。

酒，应该不关它的事吧！
海鲜？开始以为因为它的事。。。

第二次看医生时，不再给我药了（因为没用而对我有副作用），医生建议打针以暂时控制红点，而我要求验血，看是否可以找出问题的所在。一针后，情况果然受控制，可是过了两天，红点依然没消。。。而我也没吃海鲜了，只是在有冷气的地方特别明显。。。

今晚会去看验血报告，希望可以知道问题在那！不让可麻烦了。。。我的人生就不可以在冷气的地方了。。。悲～

祈祷～加油！

2010-05-24T17:43:00.002+08:00

～人生就是变化无常

～往往会有些意想不到的东西发生

～期待～所有的东西会有好转～

～加油，不要放弃！

Sri Lanka 六天游 ----- 01.05 - 06.05

2010-05-10T14:45:00.006+08:00

Sri Lanka的六天游很快就过了，原本已买了去澳洲的机票，最后没去到，而改了去Sri Lanka。。。
借口之一是去澳洲的费用很高，之二是我还没买回的机票。。。不过真正的理由是。。。。可以问问我吧！如果我肯告诉你的话。。。哈哈

终于，我买的去Sri Lanka的票，单人的，因为我算是中途加入的吧！五月一日的票，很期待的一个日期。虽然有过不少的旅游经验，但这个是有些不同的旅行。。。

Sri Lanka从马来西亚须要三小时半的机程，时间慢马来西亚两小时半的一个小岛。如果大家都知道马尔代夫(Maldive)，那Sri Lanka 就是位于马尔代夫的东边。我隐隐约约的记起小时读过的历史，Sri Lanka应该有过一个很强大的王国吧，看到我们要去的地方名字，还有点印象呢。

虽说是背包旅行，但由于我们要去地方都很偏僻，而交通不是很方便。所以我在去之前已安排了一辆小型车带我们去那偏僻又古老的地方。也将行程安排好了:
第一天： Anuradapura
第二天： Sigiriya 和 Polonnaruwa
第三天： Nuwaraeliya (茶园)
第四天：火车之旅
第五天: 海边 (Negombo 和 Bentota)
第六天: 回家咯

详细的旅程和相片，多几天吧!

换胎记，45分钟。。。

2010-04-09T23:52:00.003+08:00

预感这东西，你信吗？两个星期前，心想应该是时候拿我的车去check一check轮胎了。。。结果又是拖一拖又没一件事了。。。已经接近一年多没检查轮胎了。。。

今天，还要是晚上10点多。。。不小心撞到路边的一个水洞，又是这儿。。。之前让我的车受伤的同一个地方，还没到之前，心想没那么倒霉吧，不会又是那些凹凸不平的路又伤到我的车吧！结果。。。。嘿~~~

如果不是车轮已旧了，如果不是有去油站加风，我的车论应该不会破吧！！！后悔。。。。

换轮胎，难不倒我，只是没想到其中一个Nut既然开不到，不是我功夫没到家，而是Nat的尺寸不对，不知为什么突然会有个不同尺寸的，让我挖头。。。虽然有人说可以帮忙，可是我就是不要，自己会做，为什么需要别人帮呢？他们当然要拿点喝茶钱咯。

不过正当我开不到第四个Nat时，打电话向我表弟和大姨求救，可是他们不方便（也是我的预料中，只是他们家就在附近，试一试而已）。。。而那个马来人就用他的家伙帮我开忪了第四个Nat。。。接下来我还是自己动手，有点感激。。。过后也给了他RM2，有点少吧！哈哈

老挝之旅（又名遼國）： 30/1 - 4/2

2010-02-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

由于Gary用了英文写，我为有用中文咯，哈哈，应该会用上我几天的时间吧！
Laos Trip in English, by Gary, more detail than me :
Part I : Luang Prabang
- http://garyliew.blogspot.com/2010/02/laos-trip-30th-jan-4th-feb-2010.html
Part II : VangVieng
- http://garyliew.blogspot.com/2010/02/laos-trip-vang-vieng.html
Part III : Vientiane
- http://garyliew.blogspot.com/2010/02/vientiane-city-laos.html

中文版，没那么详细：
琅勃拉邦 (Luang Prabang)
- http://btlee.blogspot.com/2010/02/blog-post.html
万蓉 (VangVieng)
- http://btlee.blogspot.com/2010/02/vangvieng.html
万象 (Vientiane)
- 还没好，等一等吧

Working at Phuket!!!

2010-02-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Well, just too bore in hotel now, so simply write something in my blog.

If I not mistaken, almost 2 year I didn't come Phuket for business trip. The office here change a lot, and of course, I still cannot remember who are who... Even for those who always skype with me (about work), I also dun know how they look like. If I ask them where you sit, how you look like in skype, will abit funny? coz been work via skype so long, still dun know their face... haha

However, this trip is only 4 days... At first I thinking at least can massage at night, but this hotel location have nothing much around. No massage center, food stall all thai language, cannot even see english shop on those shop... sound not that good, right? but, guess what, I dream to stay on those pool access room long time ago... a lot time I go for travel, almost book those hotel, but finally coz of the price, I got to look for other hotels... This time, I really stay in the Pool Access Room, haha, just open the glass door, can jump to the water. But again, I didn't bring swimming suit... regret now... should I just jump with short pant? but I only bring 1 short pant.... how?

But I notice something, may be I stay alone too long. Even now alone in hotel, I still feel relax, enjoyable... haha, really will 孤独终老 liao.

老挝之旅 : 第二站 - 万蓉 (VangVieng)

2010-02-07T14:43:00.007+08:00

从琅勃拉邦（Luang Prabang)去万蓉 (VangVieng)，要接近七小时的路程。我们原本打算搭巴士去万蓉。可是后来发现乘私家Van的价钱没什么分别，也比较快。就决定了乘私家Van。

一早，我们便出发了，我们的司机完全不会英文，所以不同如何沟通。一路上，真的开始觉得他们的生活很落后，一路上没有所谓的小镇，都是一些茅屋。由着山边的路程，也真的有点闷。就在路程的两小时后，我们也有点尿急。可是就是没有厕所，唯有泌尿大约两小时到达山顶的一个餐厅。在这，风景很漂亮，也看到有人拍。。。MTV吧！我们也在这休息的一会儿及午餐，然后又上路了。

我们大概三点中午到达万蓉。找了间不错的酒店，过后不浪费时间，立刻到外边走走。

万蓉是个小镇，我们也打算只住一晚。在这个镇里，比较出名的是他们的大自然环境。他们的吸引力就是大自然。很多活动如Kayaking，爬山，rock climbing。。。。我们也在当天选了一个活动，Kayaking。大约两小时的行程，在Kayaking的行程里，最令我有兴趣的是“跳河”，不过由于天已暗了，我也只是跳两次而已。。。Kayaking的途中，我们发现有很多的特别地点，也很热闹！

吃了晚餐，我们便回酒店冲凉。其实大家都很累了,不过就是不想浪费唯一的一晚在万蓉. 过后又在出去走走(大约10点多吧)，也顺便买了去万象 (Vientiane)的车票（后来便后悔，应该逗留多一天）。Tracy 和 Sylvia也因为太累而睡了。。。当我们到处走走时，才发现这的夜生活很精彩。过后有个游客介绍我们去一个叫Bucket Bar的地方，真得很不错，让我吓到了一下。没想到他们的Bar会那么精彩！全是些鬼佬，还有便宜的酒!不错的音乐,很high的气氛.... 当时我们就后悔买了去万象的车票....遗憾~

不过真的很累,过后一点多便回酒店休息.

隔天就在那环境清凉的河边享受我们早餐,过后便出发去万象 (Vientiane),老挝的首都!

老挝之旅 : 第一站 - 琅勃拉邦

2010-02-06T19:24:00.008+08:00

老挝之旅的第一站，就是琅勃拉邦（Luang Prabang)。我们并没有从首都开始，原因之一是我们也要从这回吉隆坡。

30/1，一到机场，我们就与早我们两天来的Sylvia会面，也第一时间去买到琅勃拉邦的机票。第一班机已满了，我们唯有等第二班机咯。他们的国内机场，也太。。。。。。过时了吧！既然还是用古老的量重机，而且还是人力搬动旅行包的。。。好吧，琅勃拉邦我们来了！

琅勃拉邦是位于北部，周围都是山坡。天气也比较冷，我之前没做什么资料搜查，所以没带厚衣来，还好我没那么怕冷，还顶得住。琅勃拉邦是个还蛮古老的地方，有超过三十间的庙围绕着。每天的早辰有三百名以上的和尚绕着市中心走，而市民也会恭些食物给他们。我们当然不会错过，但要早上六点前在街边等候。

琅勃拉邦也有每天的夜市，不过卖的东西都是大同小异，都是些丝绸布，没什么东西吸引我买。。。反而是吃的比较吸引我！哈哈。。。还有，他们的咖啡很香，买了包回家，不过还没自己冲来试 :P

琅勃拉邦是个比较静的地方，那边的生活也比较慢。而夜生活也没那么精彩，酒吧都没放些比较Hot的音乐，都是些慢歌。。。而那边的按摩也没那么好，都像没吃饭的，可能与他们生活习惯一样吧！

查一查他们的日游配套，也没那么多。而我们选了个配套，就是坐船去一个佛洞，和米酒村。还是个早上游，很冷也，我没带Jacket，可是也要顶住！

三天两夜的琅勃拉邦很快也过了，接下来就是7小时的路程去万蓉 (VangVieng)。

DIY Macro Flash Diffusion

2010-01-24T21:32:00.004+08:00

After the badminton this morning, have snap at the afternoon. And doing nothing after wakeup... so start my DIY Flash Diffusion which I plan to do it long time ago. What this for? to balance the flash light when shooting a macor insect or even for portrait. However, I just done and didn't really try out for real macro shooting.

My DIY Flash Diffusion

The Testing for Macro Shooting

Poison?

2010-01-13T17:21:00.002+08:00

I get a very serious poison recently, how to cure? I think it a little big hard...

2 months ago, start invest on my camera again. And find out I really too addict on it, almost everyday thinking where to shooting photo, curi ideas from other photographers... But... not really have time to go try out the shooting, only a few times, all are just thinking only. :P

However, it's a very expensive hobby. I just hope this "poison" will not make me over spend my money. What I more interest to shoot still natural scene, secondly should be model... So anyone want to be my model? just tell me :) ... Getting some new equipment and learning about Macro Shooting, but haven't really have time go experience it. Sure will try it out soon.

LAOS, I coming at end month, hope can get some nice photos back. so, wait wo... :P

A "delaying" food poison?

2009-12-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

Some weird feeling in my body this few day... starting from last Thursday till now, don't know when it's going to stop.

17th, Thursday night
Having a company party, that time still feel fine, and still be able to drink some beer, everything going smooth. After the party, got another drinking session, for my friend's bachelor night. I didn't drink much that time, got to drive, and also start feeling wierd.

18th, Friday, Holiday
have a small gathering with Secondary friends. before going out with them, already feel a little bit unconfortable. Of course still meet up with them... we only met once a year, or 2 years.. haha..

19th, Saturday,
the wierd feel more strong today, having a wedding dinner. I didn't eat more, and even not drinking any Wine or Beer... the thing is, I get sweat under an air cond room... COOL SWEATING... shit, what wrong with me... I didn't feel fever, no headache, no flu... just some weird feeling inside my body... hmmm, never mind, may be after sleep 1 night should be fine

20th, Sunday.
no badminton due to the court have some function, so miss another chance for my exercise... The weird feeling getting strong and strong... afternoon, a friend call for yum cha, i'm thinking that going out might feel better.. who know, more wierd.. keep on cool sweating. feel no energy to walk... Trying to sleep at the evening still not help...

21th, today
Start diarrhea since the early morning, should said mid night, 2am++... now I know why I keep on feel wierd pass few day... but this is funny, it's took me few day to start the diarrhea? However, just hope the diarrhea won't take me more days... I been diarrhea for more than 1 week before, very terrible..

Recently.....

2009-11-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

The weather making me not feeling well, I have flu, headache and some light fever recently. I just worry is it relate to H1N1, I already have advise from doctor. Even he said don't have any sign of H1N1, but me just keep on light fever, light flu, light headache... Just hope to back to normal, really boring about those light light sickness.. haha

Guess what, I wondering how is my recent high blood pressure. almost more than 1 month didn't check for it... With those light light sickness, I already prepare to get a high reading from the machine, but surprisingly, my reading is normal... I really cannot believe it, now I'm heavy headache, light fever, serious flu yesterday.... how come the reading still will normal... is it the machine broken? unbelievable...

Wondering should I change another high-blood pressure machine.

Macau + Hong Kong + Shenzhen trip

2009-11-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

Another trip again? yeah, actually this trip was plan last year. with the zero rate promotion :)
Suggested by Avis, I rejected at the first time, coz I went Hong Kong before and want to save money (but still travel a lot)

End up, we have total 9 person to go, and I only know 3 person only. Others are first meet during the trip. 5 leng lui, 3 handsome and 1 fatty (me).. haha

22nd - 23rd Oct, Macau
I so grad that Air Asia let us change our depart time to afternoon without any charges. So we can arrive Macau 4 hours earlier.

Macau, a small city. we only stay for 1 night, so the schedule a bit rush. As this is a budget trip, so we only took bus and not Taxi. haha, actually I also not sure the hotel location, just simply try try. Thanks to Small Chan, he have the GPS so we manage to know the direction to Hotel. If not according to the map, we sure get lost.
After Check in, we have our first meal. BUT.... we choose the wrong restaurant, the food really not nice at all... However, I still finish, dun want to waste.. Next, we wanna to go Venetian, again, we take bus... a bit adventure, coz I'm the only one who have the map, all are depending on me... really a bit stress.. :P. Venetian, really a big resort, this is the first destination, we really shoot a lot and spend more time there. After Venetian, there have some incident happen, we try to take bus back to Macau City again, but... the Bus Stop given the wrong information, we been waiting more than one hour for the correct bus.... from 1115 to 1230.. at last, the bus didn't turn up, so we just take Taxi back to Macau City (even wasted our time, but I enjoy it... more like backpack style, haha)

At 23rd, we went to those attractions places, but due to the weather a bit hot, so some of them just decide to stop exploring. haha, so me and Ah Bao continue explore ourself. Around 4pm, we were start depart to Hong Kong by Ferry... There have some inccident happen during the Macau Custom, Bao lost his internary form, so got to re-fill again, and we miss the first ferry and got to wait another turn....

23rd - 26th, Oct
First night, we reach Hong Kong a bit late, around 6++pm, so we decide to move directly to Avenue Star with our luggage, as there will have a lighting perfomance at 8pm. With our luggage, we watch the lighting perfomance, walk through the Avenue Star, and reach the guesthouse almost 10pm, almost all are tired that time, a long journey from Macau to HK. Mid night, me and ah bao go walk around that area, a lot Negro and Indian around. It's okay for, coz I use to it when I back to my house. haha.

24th, it's the most expected internary we want to go. Disney Land.... and there have some extra show during this season, open until 11pm (normally is around 7pm), halloween matches, ghost house... Really enjoy. Even it's a peak season, we need to line up a long Q, but still enjoyable. We back around 11pm ++, we still didn't visit all the attractions.

25th, actually this should be a free and easy day (Shopping Day), but I want to go the Giant Buddha for some photo, then all of them also want follow, so we just go together. And this really wasted our time, coz we need to line a long Q again, and we decide to take the Bus to the Giant Buddhe, and take the Cable car down back. When the time we reach the bottom, original plan is shopping there, but it's run out of time. coz our next destination is The Peak, so we got to skip the shopping and directly go for The Peak, again.... another long Q to take the train.... hai~ My mistake, didn't count in that it's a weekend, all attractions should a lot people....

26th, as plan, we should move to Shenzhen at the earlier morning. But because we didn't shopping at all during the pass 3 days, so we decide to delay the schedule, and have some shopping tours. Bao not a shopping kaki, so he go walk around himself, and another 2 guys (Small Tan and Eric) already depart back to KL at the earlier morning. So only left me alone to follow these girls....

Even we stay4 night at Hong Kong, but I still find the time not enough. I didn't do much for shopping, what a waste. However, it's really enjoy with these gang even this is the first meet with them.

26th - 27th, Oct
haha, in Shenzhen, nothing special. What I can say is, we skip the "Window of World", as all the girls want shopping only... so, let's shop within the last 2 days.....

As usual... girls will crazy when shopping, all their luggage are full even no enough space to put in... the lucky thing is, our luggage didn't over weight... haha.

Another Bangkok Trip - 4/10 to 6/10

2009-11-13T09:10:00.002+08:00

Another Bangkok trip again, I believe this is the 4th times I go Bangkok in 2 years time... Why will go again? too rich?... not really, just because of friends. Josh going with his lovely GF, June... If I not mistaken, Josh seldom have trip with us... So I just book the flight and go alone :P

Some of them Stay until 7/10 and some stay until 8/10. As I only for 3 days only..

Even I been there a few times, but still have some places I never visit. So for this time we went for Floating Market. Then the rest of the time were shopping, drinking, eating. haha...

As usual, Khao San Road still a place we must stay. Even stay there for 4 times, but still like that place a lot. A happening nightlife but not that wild as Patpong.

* Beside that, can test on my new camera too. :D

我的新玩意！

2009-10-01T15:38:00.007+08:00

其实也不是新玩意，只是一个升级版。。。一向对拍照有一点点兴趣的我，因为以前没本事玩，也没朋友可以一起研究。

终于，一年多前买了我的第一架数码SLR相机，只是二手机，Canon 350D。过后也有个朋友突然迷上了拍照，他还买了Canon 40D，我也终于有伴一起研究了。当然我不是很专业，只是玩一玩而已。多数是去旅行时拍一拍相片。

而上个星期，突然间买了另一架相机，很喜欢这个款。虽然也是二手机，可是这款还很新，刚刚推出没到半年。。。Canon 50D，我的朋友最开心，因为我可以陪他用同一系列的款。。。

之后，我也找了个朋友担任我的模特儿，效果不是很好，毕竟是第一次拍模特儿,也没准备到任何拍摄器材。。。

很期望接下来的旅行，希望可以拍到好相片回来。。。

What can you do with RM100k nowsaday?

2009-09-17T22:35:00.003+08:00

Remember 10 years ago, when an assurance agent tell that you can get back RM100k after you re-tire. so just sudden come to my mind. If you really have RM100k or even RM200k now, what will you do to these money?

1. invest a business?? (enough or not?)
2. put into bank?? (interest so low)
or just a small money, nothing do about this?

so, what you think about this? can this money useful to survive in life now? it's big money? or just small money?

ps: I don't have RM100k, not even RM10k, hahaha... just a curios what other think of this amount money.

无聊的文章1001

2009-09-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

很久没部落格了？有个朋友突然问我为什么没任何新的部落格了。看一看，还没到一个月嘛，很久吗？
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其实有很多废话想要写，只是不懂从哪儿开始。
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就近发生很多事情，也蛮多是不愉快及烦恼的事。不过我也没理会那么多，只是以平常心对待。
不过也有几样很好笑的事，就是看看身边的人天天在演戏，天天以不同的藉口生活，我当然只是在一旁观戏咯。
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还有上个星期，我的腰伤又复发了。虽然没第一次的严重，可是也令到我没法正常步行，甚至痛得不能驾车。。。既让在繁忙的路上，突然痛到差点不能驾车。终于在前几天去看推拿了，当然不是一次就能医好，还要每个星期回去，可能要半年以上才可以断根吧。。。都怪自己，明知腰又痛了，还要打羽毛球，自己拿来的吧！
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很期待接下来的十月。。。又可以休息了。。。

Gua Temburung Trip

2009-08-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

Avis suggested have a day trip to Gua Temburung 2 weeks ago, so we end up with 9 person and 2 cars... At first I tot I can skip driving this time, but still have to drive at the end :P

I start fetching them at 6:30am, coz we need to need to reach the destination (Gopeng) before 9:30am... around 200km from KL, not too far, but still need some distance. When we gather all the people, it's around 7:30. So I have speed up my car to avoid late.

The Cave tour took around 3 hours. we start with some stair case, then will start step into the real cave road with a tour guide leading. It's a bit hot at first, coz too many people for 1 round, around 25 to 30 person. With only 1 guide. can imagin how hard he need to take care all of us.

About the special on this tour... it's have some light at the begining, then after that we really need touch light. if not you won't see the flood cleary.

Exciting Part:
- we slide down around 20 feet.
- climb up and walk on those slippery rock
- lie down and pass over the cave
- Walk though the cave river to another side

要回来了吗？

2009-08-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

它，很像又要回来了。。。我，并不想它回来。

虽然，是为我好，鼓励我。。。

可是我不想在看到它。。。

如果有什么不测，它一定会出现。。。

我很努力才离开它。。。所以并不想与它有任何接触。。。

朋友，对不起。。。它真的让我害怕了。。。

最近迷上了Facebook的游戏，世界海盗王

2009-08-06T23:40:00.005+08:00

就如题目一样，迷上了“世界海盗王”，而且也还与别的玩家结怨。。。

第一场，我被人攻击。。。当然是我赢了（我是SomoKing，Online Game 通常用的名称)
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第二场，我回去报仇，谁攻我，我就攻回谁。。。哈哈
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第三场，对方又攻回我！！！忘了转回慢点的速度，不然他又会被我击败。。 :P
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第四场，当然我又要报仇了，当然是我赢了，不过差一点就输了。。。忘了纪录下来，浪费！！

不懂对方还会回来报仇吗？不过我已转去最强的攻与守。。。满期待的。。。

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第五场，终于，对方又回来报仇了。。。我也不弱，还是被我击败，哈哈
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My weekend....

2009-08-03T20:33:00.002+08:00

A bit bore... but still have plan on the previous weekend.. haha..

Friday, after work, yum cha with a few colleague. Guess what, this company environment is nice, most the staff are good also, but just don't know why we won't hang out together beside working hour... May be no one be the organizer, I think I will join if really have any outing lor. After that, go karaoke section with "ex" colleague, they last day on last friday, so can be ex-colleague now.. only 4 person during the karaoke, but never mind, as long as have song to sing, I can entertain myself already.... Here to wish all the best to Keong and Christopher. Even during working time... I not too many gossip with them, coz just dun want mix personal thing with work only.. I still can come out like crazy if no relate to "work".. haha

Saturday, long time we didn't have drinking beyond cheras area. Gary was suggest have drink on KL area, but because it's very jam. So we change the location to The Curve, at least not that jam... May be I getting older, I not really drink lot, even feel sleepy.

During the drinking section... one of them said I look different already, previously I will have a lot plan during weekend, and he always jealous about me... but what I think is, I really tire to hanging out, previously I might just go out without thinking, you ask then I go... but now a bit tire, need more time to rest at home... even my social might become small, but if a real friend, always a friend, not need meet everyday... haha

One more worst thing is, I keep on headace after drink recently, even 1 glass can make me headache another day... so on the other morning... hai~ same, headache, reall a weak body, but lucky still be able to play badminton on the morning.

Sunday night, my brother ask me to bring my grandmum for dinner... again, my grandmum asking the same question... I knew my mum and grandmum is waiting, but sometimes thing won't happen, nothing I can do also.. :D

so just wait ar... I will, but won't force myself... :P

Krabi Trip, 3 Day 2 Night!!!!!

2009-08-01T16:50:00.005+08:00

Finally back from Krabi, it's another family trip, and hope to continue every year, at least 1 trip with family...
For the trip, my elder sister finally pay for the flight, haha... Thank to her first...
My Brother pay for almost all the expenses and I pay for the hotel and search for the information.

Krabi, it's really a small area, the life there not as happening as Phuket. Not much tourist, may be not the peak season. but the beach is nice. my brother sisters enjoy there.. for this trip, my cousin sister followed also, as she just graduate from university, so we also hope to bring her together.. as usual, all of us sayang her a lot.. :)

what so special...
- hmmm, may be is the scene, it's a lot hill around the beach, and it's really killing my camera, shoot a lot photos of scene.
- The beach is much better the Phuket, a lot shell..
- small jungle trekking to another beach site.
- Massage on the beach site...
- Nice hotel... :P I thinking long long time, and lucky choose the nice one.. :D

Their day tour trip almost the same with Phuket, also going to Phi Phi Island, Jamesbond island, elephant trekking..... so we just choose Phi Phi island trip. As more easy trip... even I went to Phuket a few times, but this still the first time I go Phi Phi Island, not bad.. and the weather is really good... sunny day during the raining season. We really lucky.

The bad memory should be the food there, not really nice.. even the last day, all of us food poisoning... what a bad luck for this... but lucky not a serious food poison, still be able to get back home safe.. haha.

so when is my next trip? Around October, will go Macau + Hong Kong + Shen Zhen.. but still have 3 months to go, really hope can have some short trip during this period, how about Singapore? Bali again? Penang? Phuket again? hahaha... but need to save money now, cannot simply go travel like previous liao... if not, me will never have money in my account... :D

Malaysia Road Sign!!!!

2009-07-23T15:24:00.005+08:00

Actually I thinking to show this road sign long time ago, every morning I use the same road to my office, and I knew this junction not allow to turn right all the time... Every time I pass by this junction, I really wish I can turn right here, as this can save me a few "minute" to reach my office.. haha...

But 3 months ago, they re-paint the road arrow sign... you can see it's show go straight and turn right... but on the Traffic light there, another road sign still showing not allow to turn right... I really thinking, it's really allow to turn now, or just a trap for someone looking for their coffee money? However, I never try this before, just a few minute different... so I continue go straight only...

Really Malaysia Boleh, always confusing the public...

Happy Birthday to Vteck

2009-06-26T09:05:00.003+08:00

Yo, Vteck, even you are in Singapore right now, but we all still celebrate your birthday here, with cake ... It's make by Tracy one!!!

Birthday Song to you!!!

Wishing from them!!!!

Happy Birthday again, and.... we will send you the bill!!! haha

摩羯座的我

2009-06-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
- 我很赞成！！
　　
魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．
- 讲给你听都是为你好而已。。。
　　
所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。
- 很准也
　　
魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。
- 我也不想变坏，但事实是不坏不可以
　　
朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
　　魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。
　　他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。
- 超准
　　
感情（超级白痴）不用看,我每个朋友都知道
　　魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出”我爱你”或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
　　
　　追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．
　　
　　被追求:　魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．
　　
　　拒绝:　如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．
　　
　　被拒绝:　魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

真的超准！！！

Butt Lee 的废话之第一遍

2009-06-16T11:58:00.003+08:00

很久没写废话了。。。其实，我有很多废话想写，只是懒惰打中文，速度比较慢嘛。

一两个星期前，有一个假设突然在我的脑海出现。
--- 如果你身边的家人，朋友突然间离开你，你会怎样面对？---

虽然我已习惯一个人住，爸爸也离我们而去了。可是想到如果家人只剩下我，朋友也离我而去。。。那种空虚感觉，没人让我诉苦感觉，真的很难受。就如人生已没了意义，没了目标。。。没家人的孤儿真的很可怜。

也然我想起很多生活必须面对的东西与事实，虽然不一定会发生，当并不代表不会，哈哈。

不过也只是假象，并没影响我的任何情绪，只是脑袋不喜欢休息，有时会想些别人的遭遇或以后会发生的东西。。

The last minute Emergency Leave for my friend

2009-06-01T16:54:00.006+08:00

This was a last minute decision, Bong asking me to go for his ROM today. I been thinking for the past 3 days, actually I just dun want to waste my leave, haha... but not really that important, just I have responsibility to my work.

However, Gary mention that I not going so he will not go also. He really put me on the table... So, what to do, just go lor... Bong ask me to bring the camera, However, it's really a hot day. Not really a good day to have shooting at outdoor, so we just simply shoot some only.

Here, congratulation to Bong and Jun, so fast fast get a baby next year, so I got more kids to play around :D

The Cycling Tours

2009-05-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

Bukit Cahaya, if I not mistaken, the last time I been there is more then 15 years. Few months ago, one of the friend suggest to go Bukit Cahaya for some X-treme game. But end up, we just cycling there only, and it's really tire. Too old already.

We reach the destination around 11am, then get the rent a bicycle. The place still very big, even around that area already develop for housing and some commercial place. Honestly, before I cycle, I really wish to rent the motobike, not that tire mar. But of course you cann't rent any over there.

There have a lot of new places, like durian field, rambutan field, mini zoo, 4 season house (it's winter when the time we visit)... lot and lot.

During the first session, I really cannot finished, got to stop at the half way. and waiting them to back... so shame... After having the lunch, around 3pm, some of them actually already tire, but we haven't finish the whole area (Actually really big, I think we only explore half of it only). Some of them suggest to take the "Bus" rather then cycling, but end up still cycle... haha

Around 5pm+ it's almost close, so we got to get back and return the cycle, and the trip wwas just end. As this is a mother day, need to back to celebrate with Mum. :D

我的劳动节

2009-05-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

原本，只是以为约了一帮朋友出来吃午餐，没想到一出就是到夜晚。。。

2pm，约定在Leisure Mall集合。然后才去Fish Farm Restaurant吃午餐。。。为何选两点过后的午餐，因为怕在午餐时间会满桌。。。不过当我们三点到了那还是一样满桌。

Fish Farm Restaurant，位于Ampang 与 Hulu Langat 之间。它的特别之处，不是只是在大自然的环境，最重要的是食物很美味，是以泰国餐为主。

地图： Google Map

我们共有7人，Yean, Mark, Bao, 我和我的两个表弟妹。。。点了满多东西吃，而且每一样菜都很美味。。。

午餐过后，我们边聊到五点左右，就去了Ampang Lookout Point 喝茶。既然有经过，便转一转上去看一看风景吧！聊到七点左右，我们建议去看一场戏，X Men，于是就回我家，上网查一查有没有位。。。而我也可以冲一冲凉，哈哈

看完戏了，又再喝茶到一点凌晨才回家。我的表弟妹也和我一样玩到凌晨。。。还好舅舅信得过我，哈哈。。

你我的裂痕，还可以扑救吗？

2009-04-20T20:24:00.005+08:00

和你在一起已有两年多了吧？每天都要陪伴着我，我知道有点难为你。。。

是我对你不好，没好好照顾你，没细心的对待你。

没什么带你出街，以为这样可以保护你多一点，以免你被外面的烟花野草污染你。

半年前，我已发现到了你我已有了裂痕。可是我以为没什么大事情，没想到。。。今天的裂痕已到了无法补救的地步。。。

我发誓，我一定会想办法补救的。一定会好好对待你，因为我不想失了你。。。

Do you remember these?

2009-04-09T15:39:00.008+08:00

Do you remember what we play during our childhood? if you not recognice these, mean your are too young or too old.

Do you still remember them?

Another Day Trip - Lata Berembun Waterfall‏

2009-04-06T11:18:00.008+08:00

Just back from another Day Trip, this time is organize by Bao also, and we get more ppl to join.
- Bao Gangs, 1 guy + 3 girls (so jealous, so many girls around him, haha)
- My site, Avis, my Cousin sister (Key), Billie and her BF (Ah Long or Uncle Koo, haha)

Lata Berembun Waterfall‏ is a waterfall near Raub, from KL around 1 hour and 30 min to drive to the bottom. But from the bottom to the top, is a bit far and advise to use 4 wheel car. That the main reason we choose this package. 4x4 car, I wish to try long long time ago. Of course I not the driver, just the passanger only.

730 morning, we gather on the WangsaMaju station, as someone been tell me that Raub need around 2 hour plus, so I tot to move earlier, as the Travel Agent said will bring us to a short Cave Tour if we reach early. Before 10 on the detination. However, we left WangsaMaju around 830, haha, as usual ~~~

However, we still manage to reach Raub around 930 +, mean we still got time to go for the short Cave tours... it's the first time I really visit a cave with a tour guide. And can know more detail about ths cave. However, as it's mention, it's a short tours. so only took around 1 hour to walk though the cave. The cave is called Cave Small (Gua Kecil), it's just a medium size. However, the guide told us it's big if really want to explore the cave. It's have a 7 level high cave on the top part. and it's still not advise to go without any equipment. We been told that this Cave also used to be the "commuties" (共藏党) home, there have the proved and a lot old chinese character there. Some writing I still can read as China ppl come to Malaysia, flight with japanes sodier... and a lot.... It's really cold inside the cave, and can see some cystal inside.

After the short cave trip, we move to a small town, KG. Sg. Klau to meet the 4 wheel car guys. we have total 9 person, so we took 2 4 x4 wheel car to move to the waterfall. It's around 45 min to go to the Waterfall, we all just sit or stand behind the car, and experience the adventure. the car pass thought the waterfall, climb up the rock road... quick adventure... ;)

as for the waterfall, actually there have 7 part. but we only stay on the bottom part. 1st, coz no one bring us to the treking road. 2nd, too cold. 3rd, tire lor.. haha

However, we drive back from KG. Sg. Klau around 5, and around 630 we reach at Bukit Tinggi to have our dinner. This another place I wish to visit long time ago, I knew there have famous river fish to eat, and every time I pass by that area just not the right time. Finally I can just try the food there. It's nice taste and not really expensive. only RM129 for 9 person. But of course depend on what we order.. haha.

我累了。。。

2009-04-01T21:33:00.002+08:00

终于，我开始觉得累了。。。终于，我想要休息了。。。终于，我又。。。

真的有点累的感觉，多姿多彩的生活接下来就是闷闷无聊的。越多的节目越令我。。。越忙的工作越令我。。。

我想念你了。。。可以吗？

我。。。

不懂怎么了。。。
不懂写什么。。。
不懂做什么。。。
不懂怎么了。。。

原来。。。

我
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睡
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晚安，我想念的周公，我要来找你了，又是一遍无聊的文章。哈哈

A conversation from my friend...

2009-03-16T21:27:00.005+08:00

First, I didn't mean to hurt anyone, just would like to share something with my friends...

I know my friend is concern me, but I just got some offence feeling from the conversation...

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francky speaking,i feel very sad cos u all i koe very kind ppl but u all not wan change ur mind n become a new ppl.jz wan told u,wan u have in tis world cant take together when everyone had leave tis world.

if u all not believe G(yehehua),no change v ur attitude and til use ur old mind to life,u ll feel very tong ku (mean suffer) cos tis not the real way

jz wan to tell u,hell is very tongku,is very kong bu (mean scary) place

when u had go inside the hell,u ll not get out forever, at the time u wan regret oso no use

of course,i koe everyone got freedom,got freedom to choise anything

God oso gv all ppl freedom to choose wan believe him o not?

God oso not force ppl to believe him.jz wan to tell u,if u in tis world not believe God n not change urself to good ppl.

at the end u ll go hell
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There still have more to continue, just would like ask my friend, what your feeling after read the above conversation?

- concern me? I know, but is it the right way?
- I disagree it, am I stuborn?
- Am I really a bad ppl will go hell?

but from beginning, I never reply any bad word or commend back. I just mention dun like the "Hell" word keep on repeat. I agree I have some bad habit, but I dun think I doing wrong thing.

This is only 30% of the converstion, coz not good to put all...

Let's discuss, my friends...

Bali 四日游。。。

2009-03-04T16:58:00.005+08:00

二月，曼谷回来还没忙完，钱也花了不少，又要去Bali了，时间很赶，不过为了Kevin难得提出和我们一起出国旅游，就算我没钱也要拼命的找。。。也是难得的朋友大集会，当然不会错过这次的机会。。

二月二十八日至三月三日，旅程便开始了。。。这次也加了不少新朋友，
- Avis (Ms Perfect Girl)
- Yean (Ms Cool Girl)
- Reiz (Ms Sexy)
- Daniel (Dacing King)
- Mark (Mr Dua Riggit. or Mr Nice Guy, not me already)
~~以上都是Tracy想出来的代号，很有创意吧？~~
- 刚认识不久的Ester 和她的妈妈，在中途加入我们。
- Tracy 的弟弟与他的朋友们。

总数是20个人。。。

整个旅程，只觉得时间不够用。。。我没做到Spa（只是普通的按摩），没下到海水，没有时间逛街，没有去到某些名胜地。。。不过也很高兴可以与一班朋友在游泳池喝酒吸烟，24小时的Disco跳舞喝酒。

谢谢Gary安排整个旅程。。。至于酒店，不好意识，我没想到会那么旧，不过他们的泳池酒吧还不错吧？地点还可以吧？哈哈

还没整理好相片，迟点才上载吧，哈哈。

Bangkok Trip Again

2009-02-21T00:01:00.005+08:00

我又去了曼谷，而这次是二男二女，很象很不错吧？其实也没什么，大家都是朋友嘛。。。

二月十五日，四点一早我已开车去接大家了，Bao, Char 和 Avis。我们的飞机是早上七点，所以我们得在六点前抵达飞机场。

第一天------------

一早抵达Khao San Road，我便去找找看哪一间旅店比较便宜（其实我心目中已有了选择），结果还是选回Rikka Inn，一天才80而已，还有游泳池呢！放下旅行包了，便要解决我们的午餐。然后又在附近走走。。。其实每次到泰国，我都很想做一件外套，终于，Avis 陪我一起癫，我做了一套外套，而她做了两件长裤。过后，我们得知Chatuchak（道地的一个购物地点）是六点左右就收摊了，所以就出发到哪儿。而我们的Taxi也是免费的，因为我们答应去逛一逛珠宝店，而他也有Commision收。。。因为我们真的买了些金链之类的东西。

Chatuchak真的是很道地的广场，没那么多游客。而卖的东西也比较便宜。我们逛了有三个小时吧！当然是要来个脚低按摩咯。过后也比较夜了，我们就向下一个地点出发！并不是搭Taxi，而是搭地铁。目的地就是Silom站，位于Patpong附近（曼谷最出名的夜生活）。而我们的地点并不是那儿，而是Soi Thaniya （曼谷的日本街），整条街都是日本店，不过我们到时已经关门了。不过可以见识那儿的夜生活，当然到处都是那些妓女。过后也发现到有Gay Street，我只是走进20%的路程就转头了。。。

吃了晚餐就回到Khao San咯，女的就累了，也早点回房睡了。而我和Bao就在Khao San逛一逛，Bao也做了个“假"Tatoo。不过真的很累，回到房间，一冲了凉就睡了。。。

第二天------------

我们的目的地是Ayutthaya，离曼谷越80KM的古迹。也是我满期待的一个地方。虽然我去了曼谷有三次了，可是还没到过哪儿去。而要去那，也有几个方法，火车，Taxi，座船或跟旅行团。而我们选择了乘Taxi，因为比较便宜和方便。我也可以慢慢的拍照。大约早上六点我们就出发了，直到下午三点，才从Ayutthaya 回来。

过后也只是在Khao San 逛一逛和晚餐！而我们大家也一起做了“假”Tatoo，我也来了一个，哈哈。。。晚上有再来脚低按摩咯。。。

第三天------------

Pratunam，当然是逛街咯，我可以跟你讲，女人逛起街来，是很恐怖的。可以毫不给面到处逛。我的脚也逛到“弊”了。。。真的买了很多衣服！！！

我们的晚餐，就在曼谷最高的大厦。79楼的高厦晚餐，还很不错吧？而也还蛮便宜，只是50而已。。。哈哈

第四天------------

还是到处逛，然后就离开曼谷了。。。

年初九，拜天空。

2009-02-03T11:49:00.005+08:00

很久没用华语了，因为写的比较慢所以懒惰了。哈哈

年初九是福建人的大日子，而我身为福建人当然也有拜咯。不过我也不是很诚心，如果说拜，不如说是帮我哥哥而已，哈哈。今年的锦纸没去年那么多，可能哥哥有点忙，所以做了比较少。

哥哥买了孔明灯，可是我们燃烧后，又不敢让它飞上天。原因：怕会造成火灾。

当然，将近十二点时，已可以听到到处都是炮竹声了。很热闹。。。

The day before CNY

2009-01-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

A few week didn't wrote my blog, actually almost all the week have something on, just have no time to post it up (should be lazy, haha)

10 January : Every year I will go Perak Dong (Ipoh) to have some pray. What I going to pray? normally are pray for my family and career only, but only will do it once or twice a year. haha
However, I reach Ipoh around 4, but after 2 hours searching around. I still cannot found that temple I looking for. I been there more then 5 times, I really cannot beleave I cannot found that Temple :(, however they will close at 6, so I have to give up and back to KL after having the Ipoh Noodle. :)
11 January : As usual have badminton on the morning session, then we hang out to have buffer lunch @ Xenri Japanese Cuisine (Old Klang Road). It's to celebrate Kevin's birthday, previously we have too many surprise party, so now just have a normal birthday celebration :P
16 January : Bao call up and asking drink, and we choose Alexis as we want to try out the live Jazz Band long time ago, the place is nice, but the seat is a bit old, it's time for them to refurnish their seat. Before going Alexis, we having the dinner at Kiku Zakura, one of my favourite Japan Restaurant, but their food standard was drop, hope they can improve again.
17 January : actually planned to go to Ipoh again and look for the Temple, but there was an incident happend last weekend, so I plan to delay the trip after CNY. And go for my CNY shopping with my couson sister.
23 January : The CNY is near, and my old friend also back from Australia. I offer to fetch her from Airport as I worry have no time to meet her during her holiday, as she only will stay for 3 weeks this time.
24 January : Another shopping with friends again, haha... at the same nite, we have Karaoke with Yan Leng and also have some new friends joining us too. Its really a happening night, I almost get drunk during that karaoke session.
25 January : It's last day before CNY, stay at home the whole afternoon, because.... I keep on vomit after wakeup, drink too much during Karaoke lor. and everning have re-union dinner at home. Then night time go for movie, "Underworld 3", no really a nice movie for me....

and the CNY start!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my friend.

Birthday Gift for Myself

2009-01-02T22:37:00.004+08:00

Yeah, just to show off, I finally bought the HTC Touch HD for my birhtday, hahaha

New Year Party @ my condo

2009-01-02T21:41:00.005+08:00

1/1/2009, Happy New Year to all my friends. It's a new begin again...

Tracy was organize a group of friends to have a steam boat at my condo. Early morning, guys have a healthy badminton, girls prepared for the steam boat. At first, we have around 18 persons to come my condo, but end up 4 persons were sick... however, it's still a lot of people in my condo first time, and also with 6 kids, very happening!

After lunch steam boat, I set up the Mahjong game, but this time is for girls only. Guy were chating, smoking, drinking.... the kids were enjoy their game, and they really make terrible noise...

Around evening, we still have a lot extra food, so we decide to have another steamboat... and finally we finished all the food... around 8++, all of them went back for rest, and I spend around 1 hour to clear up the house... hihi.. only 1 hour? of course, my condo small only mar.. but really have a wonderful day with my buddies.

My first time be the photographer

2008-12-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

This is the first time i be the photographer, my old friend wedding, I was invited to help to shoot photo. I a bit worry, coz all the time I shooting as my hobby, but this time shooting the real event, and no second time, so I have to becareful... here to show show the pretty bride I have shoot. :P

Chiling Waterfalls at Christmas

2008-12-25T22:56:00.007+08:00

It was a last minute decision to follow my friends to The Chiling Waterfalls. It location at Kuala Kubu Bharu where near to Fraser Hill. Before I join it, I totally have no idea which waterfall we going. Coz I have refuse the invitation at the early state, :)

We move at 830 morning, but as usual we late a bit. Another new group of friends again, total have 11 person, and only 4 guys including me. We arrived the destination around 11am, and it's took us around 30 minutes to walk (should be trekking, haha) to Chiling Waterfalls. It's a light raining day, so I not dare to use my SLR camera to shoot while we trekking to the waterfall.

We need to pass cross 5 river to reach the waterfall. It's a cold and rainy day. While we reach there, I start shooting photo even it's still rain, but I don't want to miss it. We jump from the rock, swimming, feeding the fish, picnic.... and spend around 1 and the half there.

Thanks to Ah Jon and his friend, Mr "Yan" (if no mistake). Both them have wonderful trekking experience and be our guide leader to make sure we not get lost and safe while trekking.

Happy Birthday to myself!!!

2008-12-23T21:58:00.004+08:00

Wanna to tell all my friends, I very happy and touching during my current birthday... The surprise which I never expected... :)

Same as last year, nothing special during the exact birthday. Still don't have any dating, coz the same, I really wish to celebrate if have GF. :P

Got a gift from friend, E Card, and Cake again, really appreciate all the friends. Last year I bought a Croc for myself, this year I also plan to buy something for me, but still planing, if I really bought for myself, will post here to show off... haha, happy birthday to me again... yeah!!!!

Wedding Dinner at JB and my surprise b'day

2008-12-22T19:14:00.004+08:00

19th Dec, all of us from KL again to JB, this time is for Vteck & Stella wedding. We reach JB around 12, and have our lunch at Skudai, simple lunch but very nice taste... After lunch, it's still early for Check-in, so ladies went for shopping, and Guys go for snooker. Actually I was a bit not feeling well that day, cough and flu still not yet cure... However, it's a trip, so I will try my best to enjoy it.. After check-in, all the guy go for drinking, of course I drink 100 plus, not feel so well mar.. :)

Night time, we go Karaoke for dinner, I really enjoy during Karaoke, as I like to sing even not that good.. haha.. Vteck joining us around 9, and having the fantasy hour there. Me didn't really drink much and worry will handover another day. Around 12++ they bring in the birthday cake to celebrate for me. I expected they will do it, coz the package they choose for the karaoke session is with cake. However, really thank to my friend (actually this a fake birthday party, another suprise they had plan...)

Saturday morning, we went to Vteck house, having a simple ceremony in his house... afternoon, ladies went to shopping again, guys went back hotels but I went look for my ex-colleague, they just arrived JB and also attending Vteck wedding too.
During the wedding dinner, I meet with my other ex-colleague, we chat a lot "stupid" thing. As usual, I'm stupid mar. haha, I consider drink lot, I guess got more then 5 bug of beer. When the dinner end, I was call to go inside the ballroom to have the photo shooting, who know, when the moment I step in again, they play the birthday song, I really a big suprise. They just celebrate my birthday the day before. And now, they celebrate again in the 5 star ballroom, really touching, thanks to all my friends, I will never forget it...

Another Idle Talk...

2008-12-10T23:14:00.005+08:00

During the weekend, back to Kajang house... I read the newspaper (I only read newspaper when back Kajang, lazy to buy newspaper when stay outsite), and found some interesting article, it's about the working environment "坏上司害你心脏病" mean the bad boss harms you a heart attack... it's from a Sweden research, that if working environment is bad, can increase the chances to get heart attack... I read that and 100% agree on that. Currently have some inccident happen in my company, really spoil my mood. And I check my high blood pressure, it's really increase too... However, sure I will take care myself... I will learn to act infront those peoples, coz I know who are they... haha...

Another thing, I really surprise when I see a Grasshopper die in my condo. I really scare grasshopper, but lucky it's die.... However, I stay at 24th floor, I really have no idea how this grasshopper will appear in my house. By Lift? by stair case? Suicine from the top floor?... haha, who know the answer? tell me... :P

Year End!!!

2008-12-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

It's December again, and getting old again, my...... day..... is near.... haha..

Previously I thinking that my schedule will fully during the December, but when the time is come, it's a bit boring month. May be my schedule was too pack at the previous month, so sundently cool down and feel bore.

The year almost pass, a lot plan or wish still not success:

Re-decorate my house? plan for the pass 6 month, but still don't have any further step.
Diet, this is hard task for me :(
GF? what to do, I always play by those girls, so better dun think and just be friend.
Book, I bought a book for 1 year, still haven't finished :(
Learn cooking, thinking of this long long time, but still not start any... :(
Saving, still empty in my bank :(

Happy new year to all my friend, and it's time to plan for my next year plan...

Birthday Surprise again!!!

2008-11-29T11:24:00.007+08:00

To Ah Bong, Happy Birthday!!! even the birthday surprise not 100% success, hope you enjoy it!

- We tell him that will celebrate Rachel birthday on 27th nite (actually none of us birhtday during that time, so just give a reason only)
- Ask Bong to buy a cake too (birhtday boy buy cake for himself, good idea, haha)...
- Gary printed out a hand made card.
- When Sing birthday song, we push the cake to him and mention his name.
- He a bit surprise (but actually he already suspect when he accidently hear convesation of Gary)
- Then he give us a surprise too, Bong have pay the bill already, should we pay for him ma....

My group of friends were arrange a lot of birthday party recently... May be we are too old, nothing much to do, so back to future and keep on given those surprises, haha

Surprise History:
Kevin, (Jan 2006) he is the first surprise we organise, 2 years ago... Gary purposely drive to Johor to fetch another group friend to KL to give him a surprise. Me bough him a flight ticket that wish he can go Cambodia with us (but still he not going with us, disapointed~~ )

Rachel, (June 2008)group of friend went out dinner with her, but I not, cos I have another friend gathering. However, after my friend gathering, I go get a cake, and direct meet them at her's house... before that, all them didn't tell her that we set that dinner is for her birthday. But when the time I bring the cake there, she accidently saw that and already suspect but keep quiet.. haha...

Yand Sen, (Nov 2007)we ask him to Ampang Lookout Point for dinner, tell him that one of us have promote and want belanja makan. At teh restaurant, he keep on saying that a lot ppl celebrate birthday in there. When the time he saw another cake and another birthday song, he still asking us guess where that cake will go to... and end up the cake is arrive infront of him and stop there... This is the first time we celebrate with him, and he really not realize that and very touching...

Gary & Tracy (Sep 2008), we ask both them out for drinking, at Sui Xin as what we normal did everyweek... but this time a bit special because Kevin, Bao, Bong, Yan Shin all of them appear together. I also a bit worry that Gary will notice why sundent all friends come. But Lucky he not... however, even the surprise is cheap, but still valuble mar... haha

Ah Bao (May, 2007), we just ask him to Gary house for drinking, without letting him know we will buy cake... even it's just a normal, but as long as he's enjoy it!!!

Eva (Nov 2008), we call her that mention want to give Yand Sen another birthday surprise, but actually the Birthday Surprise is give to Ping Ping too, yeah! What so special this time? we actually plan to direct go Yand Sen house to give him a surprise first, but end up only me and Bao can make it. Then go for steamboat, Kevin joined us there... then, Gary actually already tell us that he just back from China that nite, so cannot join us this time. But then, around 830+, Gary come with Tracy(I SMS Gary our location and time).. then this time all of them really surprise!!!. haha... Gary not going back home yet and direct meet us here....he really 伟大... The birthday cake is wrote Eva (ping ping) and Wall-e (Yand Sen) haha... creative? and their baby look like Japanese, so cute....

KP (Nov 2008), we drive all the way to Johor to celebrate with him, and a blog at my previous blog :P

who the next birthday? it's ME, hahaha, what my surprise? they already mention not celebrate is the big surprise to me. haha... so I just wait lor... TRY TO MAKE MY CRY, FRIENDS!!!!!! haha

A special and moody Friday nite

2008-11-22T12:55:00.003+08:00

Some incident was happend during this 2 days, and almost spoil my mood...

Friday nite, actually have a dinner with friend, but she was sick and have to cancel it. At the same time, I knew my mood will going down if I stay alone at home, so I called Gary and asking him have any plan or not.

So, we were met at Sunway Pyramid for dinner, and Ryan joined us too. With 3 guy, what we can do? Pub? Drinking? Honestly, it's month end, I almost finish all my pocket money to clear some of my CC. So I wish not to spend too much... After finished the dinner, we decided to go for BOWLING, yeah!!! A quite special suggestion and this was our first time play bowling together (according to my memory, but memory always not real <- this theory is from Yan Shin, haha). After 2 games, of course I win 1 game, haha. Then we go for second round, snooker... We were playing a lot during college time, but seldom playing it for the pass 3 years.

Around 1am++ we dismissed and it's time for Gary to fetch Tracy back (Tracy was having gathering with her schoolmate)

2am at home, I keep on thinking what had happen in my office during the pass 2 days. and it's make me cannot sleep....

After my ex-branch manager left this company, I knew the inccident will happened, but all the time I thinking that my management trust me, after 3 years I working here, they should be able to know my performance. They told me my Ex-branch Manager complaining me, but I not that stupid, I know who are the traitors, I never complain them doesn't mean they are doing well, just I dun want to invoid in company politic. As long as the management appreciate my work, then I will happy. I was keep on thinking all this during the whole night, almost 4am, I still cannot fall in sleep, it's really a long night for me... SAD~~~~

Office Office Office!!!

2008-11-20T23:38:00.006+08:00

Morning, hear some bad commend from office... actually I have a bit not happy, but after a while, I just cool down myself. I knew I really did something wrong, but still feel a bit dissapoint... I working here for more then 3 years, if you ask me, I can sure that I really commit my work here and do a well job. However, all still depend on the management, if they think u not, mean you really not.

In office, I always act cool, I not even speak much, not like my real character(I can talk a lot nonsence, play crazy....) because I just always think that working place should be more serious, not to play there... That why I not really like to chat nonsence in office, even Skype I also won't use for chating, only use for discussion with other colleagues.

Office Politic, which I always trying to avoid from it. However, non matter how you avoid, how you do your work well, still have some traitor will talk bad about you. All the time I just don't like to social with others, and doing my own work. I don't like to entertain or sweet talk with superior because I think if I do my work well and those superiors should know it. But in real world, non matter how good of your job, by 1 word, a traitor can pull you from up and push you down to the hell... This is the real working world. However, non-matter what happen, I still myself, don't like to explain, even others misleading, just let them be.

Just hope those stupid office politic can get far away from me, I just want to enjoy my working environment and do my job well....

KP 的生日惊喜！

2008-11-17T11:42:00.004+08:00

计划将近一个月的“生日惊喜”旅行终于完美的完成了！！！

十一月十五号，我们一班朋友从吉隆坡到柔佛给即将生日的KP一个大惊喜。从吉隆坡的我们有：Gary, Tracy, Kevin, Rachel, Ryan 以及我。

十一点早上从吉隆坡出发去马六甲接另一个朋友，Sylvia。
五点多，到了JB酒店Check in。
一路上都有与KP的女友，佩芝联络，以确保计划顺畅。
六点半，等待另两个来至新加坡的朋友到酒店，Vteck 和Stella，刚刚新婚：http://vtecklah.blogspot.com/
七点，佩芝如计划带KP到我们已约定的饭店吃晚餐。而我们就在附近等待他们进饭店。然后再进去给他一个大惊喜，说真的，我还有点紧张呢。看到KP开心而又有点受惊的样子，还很高兴计划成功。Yeah!!!
九点多，一个欢欢乐乐的晚餐后，我们到KP店里兜一兜，我也在附近买了很多DVD，五块而已，还买五送一呢。
那么远来到JB，当然要去颠一颠，我们的第二个目的地，就是位于The Zone 的一间Disco，很久没去Disco了，开始还有点不习惯，酒喝得越多时，又看到朋友们越来越High，我也开始慢慢颠了上来了。有点返老还童的感觉，哈哈。。。
凌晨两点了，有呕吐的，有的半醉的，有累的，有清醒的。而主角既然没有倒地，只是有点呕吐过后清醒了，有点失望，哈哈。当我步出Disco，才发觉我真的很累了，哈哈。
大家在附近的mamak喝点茶，讲了点酒后话（不是我喔），过后便回酒店休息。

第二天，Vteck 和Stella也回新加坡了，而我们和KP吃了午餐后，便起程回吉隆坡。一路回时，我们还到了Muar吃Otak-otak，然后又去马六甲吃Satay Celup。Ryan一路都测试他的GPS导航系统，由于还不熟导航系统用法，也累了我们走了点冤枉路，哈哈。回到家，已经是十一点多了。真的是一个多姿多彩的周末。。。

更多相片在Gary的部落格：http://garyliew.blogspot.com/
看看主角的感言：http://kp0046.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-like-to-move-it-move-it.html

~期待十二月十九日，另一个JB游。。。二月二十八日的Bali游。。。

"YOU" must miss me a lot

2008-11-14T18:30:00.006+08:00

I SURRENDER FINALLY
For the pass few week, I knew you were miss me alot, and also I keep on controlling myself, keep on telling myself dun want to see you, this not the best time meet you. Coz I knew once I see you, I will be very very suffer.... but a few week, I have to surrender now... I really tire, you want come, just come, I let you WIN.... Flu, cough, fever... three of you, why must come together... you sure knew I busy recently, but why still want to visit me ler?

Tuesday, I have to take a MC and rest at home, it's really time to rest....

Specially Wednesday, when I step into the office, I already feel I cannot walk well, but I have work today, as I have interview and have a meeting in office... Sleep in pantry during lunch time, my first time do that, and I really fall in sleep and not just close my eye... damn sleepy after took the medicine... and even have to cancel my dinner appointment that night... :(

Not only that, this week really a busy week, need to have discussion with friend for his project. and also have a new freelance (help friend only)... after the first medicine, I really not dare to continue take again, coz I need to keep myself waken, if not cannot focus on my work and make mistake. :P

As for my work, I keep on looking for new designer for my company, but still have no one fix the requirement... after a few week, I decide to get a fresh and train him up, but cann't get the approval from top management, so still have to wait... Hope can get someone to help me, even I still can handle the job, but I hope can pass some of my work to others, then I can focus on other things and make my department more valuable.

小小的废话。。。

2008-11-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

已经写了部落格将近年半了，还记得刚刚开始是为了发泄我的情绪，而且当时一个人刚刚搬出来住，有点不习惯一个人住，所以也时常乱乱想东西，也写了很多悲哀的东西。当然。当时朋友们时常给我鼓励，不过久而久之我的朋友们也对我的悲观感到无聊，哈哈哈。。我是一个不停想东西的人，所以有时会转牛角尖。。。不过真的很高兴有一帮那么要好的朋友，时常听我发罗扫。就是我的这班朋友，令我渐渐习惯了享受独自的生活。。。

看回我最近blog，既让去了很多地方，想一想，真的也浪费了很多钱$$$$$$，哈哈。有个朋友还很羡慕我可以到处游玩，也开玩笑说我在Show Off。。。不过我并不是想告诉任何人什么，只是想可以将我的回忆写在这，而每当我看回自己旅行，甚至那些无聊和悲哀的文章，会令我觉得很高兴，有如所有的事情在昨天才发生。。。

又是一段废话，我也不知我在写什么，哈哈哈，我就是那么无聊咯。。。哈哈哈。

*（To my friends）期待明年的二月二十八号。。。你们应该知道吧！

Port DIckson 一夜游

2008-10-28T23:40:00.004+08:00

27日是假期，也一早被朋友约定去Port Dickson了。这是一班刚刚认识一两个月的朋友，很期待的一个假期。我们选了Eagle Ranch Resort，并不是什么五星级度假村。而我是觉得他们的概念很好，有西方式牛仔的房间，蒙古式的，马来式的，而还有蛮多的户外活动。。。最重要是他们的价钱便宜，哈哈。

26日，星期日，一早我还是一样的打羽毛球，不过才一个小时。然后准备十点半去载其他的朋友启程我们的PD之旅。。到了PD，我们吃午餐，原想去酒店Check In，可是还没到时间，所以就去了附近的沙滩走走。也在那沙滩，大家决定来一个Sea Canoeing，所以过后我们Check In了酒店，又到会哪儿Canoe。。。由于我们人数蛮多，所以特别安排人带我们去另一个沙滩，当然是canoe到哪儿咯。。。还蛮累的，另一边的沙滩也比较干净，所以大家也跳下水玩。。。而在我要canoe回目的地时，发生了一点小意外。。。我和Ryan的canoe既然进水了，还越来越满。开始还以为我们配合不到，过后由于水越来越满，而我们也平衡不到了，也翻船了。还要慢慢的拉回船回岸，真是可怜，不过又很刺激。。。

回到酒店，个个冲了凉后后再一起去吃晚餐了。。。没想到，晚餐过后，有些既然累了，还吵着要睡觉。。。我唯有和几个还不想睡的在度假村到处走一走。。过后回到房间，再吵醒他们起来喝酒。。。哈哈，出来旅行不喝酒，哪里可以？因为难得不需要驾车回家。第一阶段，我们玩了些游戏，而我的酒既然被一个朋友不小心加到半杯，我当然一样那么喝，所以第一轮已经有3分醉了。而这是第一次与他们旅行，也学了些新的喝酒游戏，下次可以与我的猪朋狗友玩了。在休息时刻，既然有些人回了房间睡觉。。。而我还很清醒，还好，过后又有一帮朋友从KL来，而我又可以再喝过了，哈哈。。其中一个还带了他的妹妹来，还很美，也有点被她电到呢，哈哈哈。。。过后一个一个慢慢的回房睡了，剩下的他们既然不然我睡，一直被拉着，要我喝三杯才给我睡。虽然我还没累，可是三杯不是开玩笑的。拖得就拖咯，直到四点多午夜，我终于“减价”到喝一杯酒后回去睡。说真的，我可没什么累，只是怕我的健康顶不得，所以想早点休息（虽然已不早，总好过直到天亮吧！）

第二天我当然Hang Over，而房间又很热，所以也睡不到很顺。而原本要玩些户外游戏也没玩到，过后大家就回KL吃午餐。。。午餐后就各自回家，就在我们一车回着时，突然有人建议去Karaoke，哈哈。。。就这样，Karaoke直到七点，各个也开始露出累的样子了，才真正的回家休息。。。

公司晚会@Jogoya, 17/10/2009

2008-10-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

延迟了几个星期的Company Dinner终于真正的实行了，而地点是位于Star Hill的Jogoya。我是第五次去了，真的有点闷，虽然他们有很多款料理和各式各样的食物，但就是没一样特别好吃，全都是普通而已。

这次的晚会比以往的有点不同，不只是单单吃而已，也有点娱乐节目。而晚会的标题也以“面具”为主，所以我也被逼买了个与众不同的搞笑面具，并不是五颜六色的，而只是黑白色而已（其实也是因为它是最便宜的，哈哈）。

我们邀了总行的COO，来自Phuket。而也发生了点小意外，既然没有人接我们的COO从酒店到晚会来，真搞不懂负责的部门如何安排。。。还好COO很好人，不介意，还自己找办法一个人过来。。。其实我有想过驾车去接她，可是不想让其他部门以为我要擦鞋，所以也没提议什么。。。因为每间公司都会有小人，所以我时常保持低调，不想璇入任何公司政治。

各个吃饱后，就开始了第一段节目，比赛游戏。我们分成3个队，然后派出一位，在不可以发出任何声音下，以身体语言让队友猜出答案。我方，当然是-------最后一名，哈哈哈。

第二段，面具表演，每个人要带上自己的面具，然后表演一小段，由我们的COO作为评判给分数，然后选出比较出位的三名。

第三段，幸运抽奖，而我呢，就被抽到Massage礼卷，算是一个小小的安慰吧。

几份大奖分别有：
- 三天两晚Bangkok加个人飞机票
- 三天两晚Phuket加个人飞机票
- 吸尘机加RM250现金
- 微波炉- MP4机
- RM100现金

以上的奖品我也没什么兴趣，Bangkok和Phuket，我也去过了。吸尘机，微波炉和MP4机我也有。也只是现金比较有点吸引力，哈哈。而我们除了幸运抽奖外，其实每个人还可以得到免费酒店礼卷。这就要看你的个人运气，好运的话你可以抽到五星级的酒店。

我的战胜品有：
- 三天两夜Copthorne Penang，Studio Suite Room, 应该是不错的房间吧！
- 两天一夜Parkroyal KL，五星级的呢，还可以用VIP的服务，不错吧？
- 两天一夜Hotel Helang Langkawi，这个比较普通，而我也刚刚从Langkawi回来，所以没什么兴趣，也给了我的同事。
- Hotel Istana Massage礼卷，只是一个人而已，还在想要不要去呢，哈哈哈

欢迎你，爱尔兰的朋友

2008-10-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

十月十日，来自马六甲的朋友，Sylvia 来了吉隆坡，也带了她的爱尔兰男朋友来。我们约定了一起吃午餐，Gary 和 Tracy 当然也一起来了。爱尔兰的朋友，应该叫Alan吧，他说话很斯文所以我听不清楚他的名字。。。不好意思:P。在午餐时，由于我的英文是有限公司，所以也没和他说到很多话，而我也需要回公司做工，所以吃了午餐便和他们说Bye bye，而Gary就陪他们喝酒喝到四点多。。。

过后，由于Alan喝到很High，所以邀我们晚上再出来喝，过后Gary 便call 来说第二场将在Thai Club，可是由于Alan没有长裤而我们便改去The Curve。当然，Bao 和 Kevin 也一起来。。。我们的爱尔兰朋友，真的是如闻名中的喝酒强手。他还试过连续三天三夜不停的喝酒，而那三天的记忆，他也完全模糊，真的是佩服佩服。。。对他们来说，啤酒真的是他们凉茶，没酒就没了人生意义，哈哈。。。

臭豆腐！！！

2008-10-06T00:48:00.004+08:00

至于我几时开始爱上臭豆腐呢？应该是一年前的事吧！当时，是载一个朋友去了夜市，而她是超爱臭豆腐的，所以一直叫我试一试。结果一试就喜欢上了。。。

今天，和一家人去Ampang的九王爷看婆婆（每年九王爷节日，婆婆一定会去九王爷庙过夜)。就在一路走着去九王爷庙时，发现了著名的臭豆腐！我和哥哥一定不放过，虽然有很长的队但还是一样排咯。而这个著名的臭豆腐，在很多夜市都有摆摊口。而星期三，我家的夜市就有了。但是我就没去买过来吃，因为Connaught的夜市是出了名“塞人”，而我是很不喜欢人多的地方，所以往往不去Connaught的夜市。

臭豆腐是需要热烫烫时吃才好味，而我们吃的时候已有点冷了，所以总觉得不够臭。下次还是趁热吃吧！！！

多姿多彩的星期六！！！

2008-10-05T15:36:00.005+08:00

原本以为会度过一个闷闷无聊的星期六，没想到到了晚上即让会变成多姿多彩。。。

一早，就去还了路税（又要破财），然后也要给住家的管理费（更加破财）。然后就带表妹来我的家上网做她的功课，而我就利用了无聊的下午收拾了我的公寓。晚上有朋友们的晚餐聚会，原想放飞机，因为最近满少在家休息了和有点累了。过后朋友来电，说不管怎样，一定要我去。。。唯有服从咯。。。结果节目突然间慢慢来了。

第一场：火窝晚餐
与一帮新认识的朋友聚在一起（平时我真的很少与不大熟的朋友出去，因为我会怕羞和怕没话题），而我也带了表妹一起去，因为她很想吃火窝。就这样，十三个人的晚餐就聚在了一起，我也没像想象中的闷，因为这帮朋友还很玩的。边吃边笑的吃完了，然后突然间全部人被电视机里的“将门人”吸引着了，还看到全部人开怀大笑。。。哈哈哈

第二场：雪花啤酒

晚餐后，当然要啤一啤咯，大家就去了附近的一个雪花啤酒喝酒（我也带表妹回家先，不然会被舅舅骂的，哈哈）。至于所谓的“雪花”又是有什么不同呢？就如名字，倒出来的酒，会变成冷滨滨的雪，有如它的名字“Snow White Beer”，如果你没试过，我可以带你去，当然酒钱你来付。。哈哈。由于我载表妹回而迟了，所以我一到大家就逼我一下喝三杯，当然没问题咯，哈哈。。。也在这时，我的best best gang 来电，说也要出去啤一啤，开始是想去Alexis，可是由于太多人而换去Mont Kiara一带。而我也在结束了雪花酒再去我的第三场节目。。。

第三场：Mont Kiara

至于这是我的Best Best Gang，当然不会闷咯。而我也是第一次去那一带（Mont Kiara 附近一个新地区），也有点意外，星期六晚，既然会没什么人潮。可能是新的地区还没被发掘吧！

就这样，无端端把一个还很无聊的星期六晚变得还蛮快乐的。

红酒 @ Divino Bangsar

2008-10-03T12:32:00.005+08:00

就在马来人新年的前夕，约定了一班朋友一起去Divino，位于One Bangsar 的一间红酒屋。也在那享受了我们的晚餐。至于对红酒没什么经验的我，也只是去那凑凑热闹而已。如果要我分别红酒类型，我也只知道Merlot 和Shiraz 而已。我比较喜欢Merlot，因为对我来说味道比较顺点，而Shiraz就比较辣。

八点半，我们开始了红酒餐，我点了羊扒为我的晚餐，说真的，他们的价钱比我想象中的还便宜，而且还很好味。一向对吃喝都没什么研究的我，既让然我喜欢上了他的羊扒。通常在其他的西餐厅都是十成熟的，而这里的就是七成熟，肉里还可以看得见隐隐红红的肉色（印象中，我只是在Prince Hotel里的buffer吃过类似的羊肉）。

我们的第一支红酒是Pinor Noir，店员介绍一个比较轻微的红酒，有点果味的，也比较适合开胃喝。从中，我也知道了喝红酒是从味道较轻的开始，而白酒，是通常与你的餐一起喝，也没人喝了红酒再喝白酒。所以过后我们也一级一级慢慢的喝比较眬的红酒。最后我们总共喝了四瓶红酒，而其中一个还喝到需要躺在一边休息，而我也只是刚刚到位而以，:)

Paintball War!!!! at Isirimba

2008-09-28T16:10:00.009+08:00

二十七号，计划已久的paintball终于开战了。。。我们选了接近国家动物园的Isirimba战场　(http://www.isirimba.net/)！！！

我们约定了九点早上集合，然后一起出发到我门的战场！！开始我们每人有300粒“子弹”，没想到还不够，还需多买4000粒“子弹”，不过真的很过瘾。。。哈哈

第一战：场内战
一上场，我就杀了两个敌方，还不错吧！不过由于对方的子弹擦过我的手指，而被评判判了“死”刑。。第二场，我也没射到对方就被判了出场，原因是我的枪中了子弹！可是没射到我也，这样也是算“死”吗？没变了，评判说什么都是对的。

第二战：攻与守

我方做为守方先，而守方的规矩就是选了一个防守的地方就不可以动。还有点不公平，虽说对方很难发现我们，可是他们有两条命，如果射中他们，当然也会被对方发现我们，然后第二条命一定会从另一边攻我们。不过这就是规矩，唯有跟从了。

而我就选了个还不错的地方，当我看到对方从前方来的时候，也没发现我。而我发现我的右方也有声音，但是我的眼镜很模糊，所以我完全看不到右方的敌人。由于前方的敌人已很靠近了，我便发动第一个攻击吓吓他们。然后在躲起来。。。当然他们也没发现我，可是就不再前进，我觉得很闷，便决定在向前方发动攻击，就在这时，被右方向而来的敌人发现了我躲藏地点，也一直向我的方向发射攻击。我当时可以做的就是躺着，因为他们的角度是不可能射到我的。。。哈哈哈，而子弹就从我眼上一一飞过，很过瘾。当另一边发现不可能射到我时，便开始向我的地点前进，我也开始有点当心了，因为我的眼镜很模糊，完全看不到和发现不到对方的地点。就在这时，我的队友也开始发射攻击了，也把我的右方敌人射中（其中一个），我当时放下心了。可是还有另一个躲在远方向我发射攻击，所以我还是躺着等待时机。。。过后，我开始有点闷了，又再座起来发射攻击，就在这时，一粒子弹就在我的手指擦过，我当时想想有点闷和如果他们还是射不到我，就不可能前进的。我唯有认“死”吧！！然后就去到后方看看我的队友们的防守。。。由于过后我方的躲身处都一一曝光了，而敌方也利用第二条命来攻击。就这样我们就输了！

当轮到我们进攻时，既然大多数人说要玩另一个地点。。。而我想了很多计划来报仇而不能了。。

第三战：自由攻击

我是比较喜欢攻击，所以一开始便冲到最前方，然后再与对方来个你死我活。。。哈哈，而我也在这一战弄到满身伤，并不是对方射到我，而是我向前冲时，擦着地上过，过瘾！

进行了4场战，我和Ryan因为没了子弹也不能在攻击了，所以被逼出场。。。当Ryan和我在远方观战时，敌方的无端端无目标的乱射，Ryan也被乱抢中被射到了眼部和经部，可怜，人输了还要被射。

就这样我们玩到了下午一点半，也是时候吃午餐了。过后，有些因太累也各自回家了。

而我的Gang，７个人，建议要去瀑布玩一玩，可是一路回时，也找不到美的瀑布，所以Ryan建议去他家附近的一个小溪，过后也可以去他的家冲一冲凉。

过后，再到我的家，玩一玩麻将，然后去吃个Steamboat晚餐，才各自回家。

真的是很累的一天！！

今天的我~~~

2008-09-25T21:13:00.007+08:00

九点了，刚刚从Kajang回来。。。星期四！我既让会回Kajang！！！其实是我妈要我载婆婆一起回家吃饭，妈妈叫到，我一定要回咯。。。哈哈

一想到要载我婆婆，我就觉得很没脸见她，不是因为我做错任何东西，只是觉得我完成不到她的心愿。。。因为我婆婆现在唯一的想要的，就是看到我和我哥哥成家立室。但我偏偏不能让她愿望成真。。。

果然，我婆婆一见到我，立刻问我几时带女友去见她。试问我没女友又如何带她出来？婆婆还是那句，叫我别太过挑剔。并不是我不要有女友，而是没人要我，我哪有什么本事去选人呢？

一路载着婆婆时，和婆婆淡了很多话，也提起了我爸爸的点点滴滴。。。路灯红了，我转一转看一看婆婆，她，真的老了很多。。。婆婆又提起，说她已经八十岁了，我才发觉婆婆已很大年纪了，婆婆唯一想看到的是我的终生大事，我当时立刻红了眼睛，我也不懂如何回答。。。她还说我的堂弟还小，她不可能等到他们结婚了，唯一可以的是我和哥哥。我不是不想结婚，这些真的不是我想要就能要的东西。钱，我自认有本事找。朋友，我也很多。亲情，我有很多很要好的亲戚和家人。可是遍遍我就找不到女朋友。。。不是找不到，是没人要。。。我再问回我自己，我真的有点怕，真的不敢找女友，很怕再受伤害，所以也不敢追任何人。朋友都说我要就敢敢去，可是我就是怕，我真的很没用，没胆。。。

就随缘吧！

Bangkok Trip at September 2008

2008-09-21T21:03:00.005+08:00

Yeah, the 4 days 3 Nigths trip to Bangkok finally end. I won't write much, as Gary already have a very detail trip story from his blog. so I just don't want to use my lousy english to write it again, you can read from there... Me a bit lazy to write so long... may be a few days later will write in Chinese. yeah!!!

Full Bangkok Trip : http://garyliew.blogspot.com/2008/09/bangkok-thailand.html

看到我的眼泪满满了。。。

2008-09-08T22:13:00.007+08:00

没想到，我还会因为看戏而掉眼泪。。。由于已没了夜生活的习惯了，而我也差不多天天留在家里看Astro On Demand，今天还看到流眼泪。。。因为真的很感动，也可能今天比较累和也闷闷不乐，所以比容易被感动。。。 paisei tim... 不过Astro真的陪了我很多闷闷又无聊的晚上。。。哈哈

上个weekend，我与朋友去看了“钱不够用2”，由于之前第一集的笑点很多，也对这套戏有点期待。。。看了之后，笑点是有的，可是有些戏场，我真的一点也觉得不好笑。。。可是周围的人却一直开怀大笑，我反而觉得很可怜和很可恨。。。这套戏实在太现实了，我不知导演是要让大家看到生活现实的一面，还是只是想搞一搞笑点。可是我可以说，一点也不好笑。

Family Trip @ Langkawi

2008-09-06T11:55:00.007+08:00

Finaly, the 3 days 2 night trip was end, I really enjoy during this trip. As for the hotel, we stay at Holiday Villa Langkawi. There have big swimming pool and Jaccuzi (but I didn't try both, no enough time), confortable room, clean beach... but the services a bit slow, what to do, Malay Staff always do thing slow...

The famous Marine Park, Pulau Payar, sure we will go :)....Actually I have been there a few times, but snorkeling, still my favarite. This time I choose to go the Floating Platform, as my mum said dun want snorkeling, so at least she can enjoy on the Platform, and also I never experience the Platform also.

After snorkeling trip, me and my brother go for some Spa Treatment. that why I have time to swimming and enjoy the jaccuzi.. haha...

Another thing, actually I plan to go Phuket with family, coz I really like the Phuket lifestyle and hope to bring my Mum to experince it too. Because of the flight is full during that date, so I just decide to go Langkawi. After back from Langkawi, we only knew that Phuket Airport was closed down... it's really lucky for us. However, at 16 September, I have a trip to Bangkok, hope the Thailand situation will be fine soon...

Langkawi，我又要来了！！！

2008-08-29T15:34:00.003+08:00

Langkawi我又来了，又是在八月三十一日。。。去年也在同一时间去Langkawi，也发生了很多不愉快的事，看看我之前的blog就可以知道发生了什么事咯。。。

这次是和一家人去旅行，想一想，应该有超过十年没一家人去旅行了。而九月一日，也是我们不会忘记的日子，他，会时时刻刻在我们的身边看着我们的。。。

至于这次的旅行，是我建议一家人去的。。。由于最近时常去旅行，然后突然想来一个家庭旅行，因为真的很久没一家人去旅行了。。。当我建议给妈妈和妹妹时，我妈妈第一时间就说别浪费钱，可是我知道他很想一家人去旅行的。。。在我妹妹和哥哥一再的提起，我立刻上网定机票。然后才慢慢的选酒店。。。就这样，我们相隔十年以上的旅程再次开始了。。。开始很想去点特别的地方，可是由于机票的时间和配合，只可以去Langkawi，不过还是很不错的地方。。

Langkawi，我要来了！！！！YEAH!!!

Water Rafting in Gopeng

2008-08-28T20:17:00.006+08:00

Wish to join the xtreme sport long time ago, but just didn't success plan it out with friends... This time, my friends was organize the short trip to Gopeng just for the water rafting.... Of course I won't miss this oppotunity.

Before trying, I a bit worry about this will be a very dangerous sport and I scare, but after trying, it's just not as scary as I think, and really enjoy the game. The bad thing is none of us have any underwater camera, so we just miss the shoot while rafting. :P

After the trip, we went to Ipoh for our dinner. Guess what, this is the first time I eat the original "Ipoh Chicken + Tauge" rice. At "Restaurant Lou Wong". It's really nice and cheap!!! Finished the chicken rice, we continue have the "Wan Tan Ho" at the next shop, keng!!

It's a heavy rain when we moving back KL, as usual, all of them just slept like pig, and I have drive carefully, alone all the way... However, we still arrive KL safety, but I still need to meet my friend to get back my house key, coz they stay at my house previous day and I pass my key to them before I moving to Gopeng... Untill 2am++ only get back home. really a tire day...

就要病的我！！！

2008-08-19T20:45:00.006+08:00

今天，感觉很不舒服，身体很不自然，呼吸很不顺，走起路来也没力。。。

可能是近来很夜睡吧？上个星期，差不多天天都超过3点才睡。。。朋友来打麻将，喝酒，谈天。。。白天很累，可是晚间就很精神。。。现在应该就是副作用了吧！精神很累，头很痛，眼睛很累，全身软软，所以也影响了我一整天的心情，不想说话，不想笑，只想一个人冷静。。。现在才八点多，该不该睡觉呢？顺其自然咯。。。要病就病吧！！！

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

2008-08-19T20:31:00.005+08:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好....（完）
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收到以上的电邮，我很有感触。。。
可是又想了一下，所谓心中的这个特别的朋友，他是否也认为你也是他的特别朋友？

Fullhouse~

2008-08-18T22:09:00.005+08:00

Fullhouse Cafe，我朋友开的一间餐馆。位于Damansara Ara 的牛车水，这是我第二次去哪儿了。。。
第一次的印象，三个星期前吧，Service很乱，应该是刚开业的第三天，还没上手吧！！食物的卖相还不错，不过味道就有点失水准！可能是厨师对新的环境还没习惯吧？不过说真的，我很喜欢这里，很喜欢它的布置。。。不过就是觉得地点有点不适合。。。不过就没机会遇到我的朋友，因为他出国了，真是贵人尚忙。
星期六，又再去看一看，还是觉得很舒服的环境。Service，食物也有进步了。。我的朋友终于有在，和他谈了一下关于这间店的Idea，也明白了整个concept。。。真的觉得他的idea很好，他也和我谈起我们可以合作点东西，看看我有兴趣吗？说真的，我真的希望可以和他合作下，哈哈，不过还是需要谈一谈详细的东西。。 :)

Guys Shopping day? and Tracy also.... haha

2008-08-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day SALES at Isetan, I told Ryan that Isetan have a great Sale. So we just planning to go shopping after badminton, then end up Gary and Tracy also going with us... and my secondary friend, Kert Keong. I believe this is my first time going shopping with my friends... However, all of us are very selfish on spend money, we only choose those 50% above item, haha... cheap mar...

After shop, we go the Leka Leka to have a drink, and also tried the SiSha. I have told Gary that I wanna to try it long long time ago, finally I have chance to try it, and appreciate Gary still remember what I tell him before... thank you ... haha... Me and Ryan just like "Orang Kampung", keep on shoot photo with that SiSha... Gary and Tracy just no eye to look at both of us.. coz we really like a kid.. haha, we also try the Leka-Leka Ais Cream, it's just nice, however, my taste sense is lousy, as long as can eat I will say it's nice, hahaha... if I say no nice, that mean the food really "cannot eat"... Kert Keong is the first time join Gary and Tracy, and I believe he should enjoy it, as he gain a lot "experience" from Gary... haha.. what is that experience? tell u later.. hehe...

However, today just a wonderful day for me.. yeah.....

心情起伏满大的一天~~~

2008-08-02T21:12:00.005+08:00

今天，可是我心情起伏上下满大的一天。

一早，一个开心的心情的与朋友去做个身体检查。不是什么大问题，因为买了个储蓄保险，而需要做个简单的身体检验。。。对于检验的医生，一进去就觉得他很不转业，很没礼貌。既让叫我的朋友出去，其实她应该在一起，因为她是我的保险经纪，需要在场的，不过也算了吧。当他给我抽血时，我想看看他怎样插抽管时，既让不给我看，叫我望着前面，很不过瘾，哈哈。。。过后，当我们要走时，既让叫我们回去，原来他忘了做多一样检验，还责怪我的朋友没看清楚，真的是以为他是医生就了不起吗？

下午，朋友call来说要出去。我当然答应了，因为我也没什么planning。原本约了3点去找她，后来又换了去4点，再后来又改去6点，我真的生气了，因为答应了她过后，Tracy叫我去body massage，而我当然推了，因为已经有约了。而我的表妹也SMS我，说可以陪我如果我闷。。。如果她没讲过是3点出街，而是六点的话，我一定和Tracy去按摩先，或带我的表妹去看一看电影。后来结果我也没去找她，因为真的很生气了，虽然我很想去找一找她，但我觉得有种被人当小丑玩的感觉，喜欢叫我出就出，爱改时间就改，很不高兴。我宁愿闷，也不要再伤害我自己了。。。虽然我一向来都很随和，可是我不喜欢认人摆布。

就如Tracy所讲过了:
We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
明白吗？
So I want to be, don't cry for them who never care of us.... haha
也想想，did anyone cry for me before?haha

过后我也没什么心情了，就去了我的家庭医生拿一拿我的病历。然后回家一个人闷。。。

蓝蓝的权~

2008-07-24T23:13:00.004+08:00

今天的我，又开始有一点点蓝了，可能是昨晚失眠，精神不是很好，让空虚有机可乘。。。

在做工时，还蛮不错的，最近也忙到没时间乱乱想。。。而今天精神不是很好，又没那么忙，结果空虚的心情又来了。今天偷偷在公司里上MSN，和朋友聊了10分钟的废话时，蛮开心的，其实很想叫他们晚间出来beer一beer。但又不想烦到他们所以也没提议出来。而且明天也约定出来喝一喝了。。。

驾着车时，眼泪已满满装在眼睛里，只是没流下来。。。想一想那无聊的生活，没有目标的日子，真的很觉得无趣。。。我也不懂为什么心情会那么差，就是提不起劲来。。。有个朋友还说也想像我一个人住，有自己的家。。。可是我告诉他不是什么好事，闷上来时真得很恐怖，分分钟死在家里也没人懂，哈哈

工作的忙真的可以让人没那么烦恼，闷的恐怖真的很恐怖，我也不懂我在写什么，随便啦！乱乱写，乱乱发泄我的无聊吧。。。

原本想upload几张最近拍的食物相片很和朋友分享，看来又要delay了。。。还有，八月约了几个朋友去玩Water Rafting，期望那天，也希望我可以安全回来，哈哈哈。。。至于八月三十一的假期，还没计划，可能在家闷吧！

无聊的Blog也真的可以让我平静下来。 :)

Kuantan Trip 5/7 - 6/7

2008-07-09T22:48:00.010+08:00

First, even my friend commend that my English is lousy, but I don't care, I still want to write in English. smile~~~
- 5 July, a short trip to Kuantan, this is my second time to Kuantan...
- first time go travel with this group of friends.
- 6 of us, and a family of my friend's manager...
- At Swiss Garden Resort, which one of the best resort around Kuantan (I think... haha)...

For this trip, at first I 'm the only guy with these gals... haha, sound great, right? coz I planning to shoot photo alone around the beach... But coz I will feel shy if all girls, so I ask my friend to join also, as this is a budget trip, so he agreed... lately, another of my friend joined, coz he want to know some girls (me so bad, said my friend join coz of want to know gals)... and finaly become 3 girls, 3 guys... haha... and all are single and available... They actually have another group, but they coming with the whole family, so I didn't really join them much, just have dinner together. Actually each of us not really know each other. I also worry will a bit sien, but finally really enjoy it, all are playful and friendly... ;)

During this trip, it's really a very healthy trip. We enjoy the beach site, playing those outdoor activities, football, swimming... and really tire. night time after dinner, without enjoy the pub an the hotel, we all just direct sleep... imaging how tire they all... but not me, I just cannot sleep well the whole night, may be have home sick... haha.. kidding lar..

At Sunday, normally should wake up and ready to back home. But we just have a short boat trip to the small rock island... should have snorkeling, crab catching.... but coz the sea water not that clear, so we only climbing around that rock island... keep on shoot photo, swimming... then we back to beach to play the "surf board"... sound great, right? but I can tell you, really tire... Coz I'm the driver, I need to drive all the way to KL... all of them just sleep like pig in the car, I need to drive... :( .. but I still not that tire also, I also dun know why the whole trip I so awake... should be tire like hell!!!

actually we planning to go Genting when on the way back, but all are too tire, so we just decide back to KL have dinner... Ampang Look Out Point... a nice scene dinner place, this not my first time there, but it's the first time I bring camera... so I sure will shoot around lor.. haha

Happy Birthday to my Uncle

2008-06-19T10:17:00.006+08:00

17th June, this is my uncle 60th birthday. He's sons organize a Birthday dinner with him. more then 20+ table and mention no Ang Bow, no Gift will receive... haha..

Well, the dinner really happening, and the food is nice. The first dish is Lopster!!! my cousin really enjoy it. then also have a lot food, and I hear for 1 table it 1k++... keng...

Beside the food, they also have some entertainment show. the more attractive is the "Change Face" (变脸)... the most famous show in China..

Lucky I bring my camera this time, coz can just shoot with all my relative.. I have a long time didn't gather with them, even the CNY I also didn't meet them... For this dinner, we just like a big family gathering, all relative, sit around and chatting around... they all purposely come from Malacca, Singapore.... just to join my uncle birthday... As usual, we are the last team ppl to left the dinner, coz once we gather together, we will never ending chating. it's a big gang, 30++ relative, non matter young or old, from year 10 to year 60, we all can just never stop chat and laugh... :)

More picture will upload to my Friendster soon :)

我的旅行。。。还不错。。。

2008-06-11T22:44:00.005+08:00

三天两夜的Phuket游又过了，去了那么多次，也有很多不同的感觉。只有这次真正的坐在Pub喝酒。。。因为有女的在，我也比较“安全”。。。哈哈，酒还是那么便宜，我们大白天就喝得半醉，哈哈哈

至于晚上，我们坐在PUB边看看Phuket的夜生活。看看那些美过女人的SheMale。看看鬼佬身边的“丑女”。。。真的很多不同的东西。。。还有，我也尝试了开真枪的滋味，Yeah!!!

Phuket的小吃还是不错，而且海滩还是那么的大。。。去了那么多次我还没有join过任何旅游行，是因为价钱还很贵。。。我也只是去了一次Sunshine Cruise，不过是一个人去。。。哈哈。希望下次可以真正的去享受下美丽的Phi Phi Island, Jamesbond Island, Kanoning...

无聊的我，还是那么的无聊。。。

2008-06-03T22:54:00.006+08:00

以为很久没写部落格了，结果也只是三个星期而已。其实也这段时间也发生了些事情，有闷的，也有开心的，还好没有伤心的，已算不错的咯。

一
我的病，开始以为好了，结果还是有一点点小问题，不过也不会乱乱想了。自于病情，就让它慢慢痊愈吧！！因为我还是改变不了我的生活习惯。。。

二
心情已恢复了，不再像之前那么闷闷不乐。又可以做回一个无聊的我了，哈哈。。。其实一路以来我都是很无聊的。。。

三
工作上，感觉有点运气，因为有了些新的project，可是我都一一推掉了，只是不想让我自己太累。。。

四
终于又有的去旅行了，要谢谢我的两个好朋友，放下他们的两个孩子，陪我这个无聊的人去玩一玩。。。哈哈

我有毛病了。。。还是？？？

2008-05-12T22:25:00.004+08:00

上个星期三，总觉得我的身体有点怪怪，就是说不出是什么问题。。。可能是病吧？其实已告知了几个朋友我的情形，他们也建议我去看医生，可是我也不知如何告诉医生什么问题，因为我不知是心理作用，不够睡，还是病了？？？而这几天，我真得很累，睡眠很不够。。。我也没家人说过这些东西，因为不想我妈妈当心。。。有个朋友说可以陪我去看医生，我真的很开心，可是我比较想。。。。哈哈，算了吧。。。别想了。。。

今天我心里已有了答案，这可能是我一向以来最不想中的病。。。而它还是慢慢的来，是慢慢的来，很恐怖。。。我宁愿它一下来，那我就不需想那么多了。现在也很明显了，不过想真的，现在可以做的到底是什么？我要如何？我不懂，要改变生活习惯？我不知可不可以做到，但我一定要第一时间戒烟，应该先戒买烟吧！！！哈哈，然后喝少一点酒，其实我刚刚还想开一罐酒喝，不过想想自己的健康，就没喝了。。。接下来就是早睡咯，所以现在我要睡了。。。晚安。。。

（真的希望是心理作用或是睡眠不足咯）

Cameron Trip with my BEST GANG, Yeah

2008-05-07T21:59:00.006+08:00

Before the Trip
2/5/2008, long time my house didn't gather so many friends already, just because of this trip. Some of them will stay at my house and we have a nice chat over the nite...

we have quite a lot ppl joining this time, around 13 ppl. and have 2 new girls joining this time also.

Arrive at Cameron
we arrive Cameron, yeah... we drive 3 cars, and really enjoy this trip. :)

Drunk Session
This is the best time we waiting for, before going to the trip, I already tell all my friends that must make me drunk. and... I really drunk.. hahaha... I really enjoy the drinking session, we still the best gang in my heart. I really appreciate all my friends.... However, I wanna to say sorry to my friends too, I didn't really join them all the time, because I have 2 friends join this time. I need to take care them too... I miss out a lot best time with my friends during the trip.. really regret now... sorry friends.... I promise I won't do that again.... the time with u all still is the best memory for me...

I have post up the picture, you can check it out...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/leebantwan/sets/72157601119853082/

你那可爱的笑容迷倒了我~~~

2008-04-29T23:30:00.004+08:00

今天，放了工就去了朋友的家吃免费的住家饭，我朋友的厨艺还是那么好，永远都是那么的好吃，yummiii.
而我就在陪两个孩子玩。大的呢，是个超级好动的小孩，不会停的。。。小的呢，就会用那可爱的笑容迷倒我。。。真的让我依依不舍。。。
看看他们，很可爱吧！！！

永远的祝福。。。

2008-04-21T19:36:00.002+08:00

最近，发现了身边的朋友，慢慢也找到了另一半，很为他们开心，终于有人可以在他们的身边陪乐。。。可是我也有点不开心，因为可能因此，又少了两个朋友陪我一起废了。。。而我还是一样。。。朋友，你们一定会很开心，又是那句，你们开心就是我的开心了。。。哈哈哈

还有，是朋友的话就祝福回我吧！！！

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我不配 ~ song by 周杰伦

O 形血人的我。。。

2008-04-21T13:48:00.004+08:00

我可是很“八”的人来的，每个朋友发生什么事，我一定问到底。。。因为我觉得朋友应该互相关心，如果我不懂你发生什么事，就不懂怎样关心你。。。就是因为这样，身边也出现很多不同的朋友。。。有吹水的，有喝酒的，有淡心事的，有无聊的。也有很多不好的，如找我苯的，利用我的，骗我的等等。。。

最近有人和我说，O 形血的人是很挠性，还和我讲了一点O 形血的性格。我听了后，真的很同意。在科学来讲，O 形血可以供给很多类形的血，往往当一个人需要血时，O 形血就是他们救星。而在人缘方面，我觉得我往往是在朋友有问题时，才会想起我的。这可能是O 形血人的命运吧？哈哈

真的很想换一换血形，变成另一个Butt Lee，可能会好点吧？将所有的血流完，再重新输过比较烂的血。。。哈哈

没想到既然会和你一刀两段的一天。。。

2008-04-20T13:28:00.006+08:00

记得去年六月，第一次将你握在我的手里时。我真的以为会和你一生一世的。。。七月时，与朋友去旅行时，在与你分开的那一个星期，每天都在想念你。。。

没想到，今天你既让那么忍心，既让与我一刀两段，也没给我一点心里准备。在那一秒钟，我真的很心疼，为什么你舍得丢下我呢？在这十个月里，我已经可以和你更加合拍，以为我们的感情会越来越好，没想到在我们最好的今天，你既让要离开我。。。

我的羽球拍。。。你真的已一刀两段了。。。你真的离开我了。。。不过别但心我，我一定会再找过一个和你一样好的，你要为我加油喔!!!再见。。。

早出的日子！！！

2008-04-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

三月二十七号。。。

既然七点已开车上班了，很少那么早上班，驾下车才发现原来早上的路景也还不错。就拿了我的电话。。。拍了一拍。。。Quality 还不错吧！

很久没写blog了，应该是好事吧？证明我最近没什么不愉快的事情发生吧？通常我不开心才写blog的，哈哈。。因为已恢复了我所谓的正常生活。。。

最近，两个很久没见的朋友刚从外国回来，出来聚聚还很开心！在weekday还喝酒到high high dei。。。哈哈哈，也去了Lunar Pub和Aloha，这两间pub听了很久，终于有机会去了一下。。。

又是一个无聊的内心废话...

2008-03-07T20:06:00.004+08:00

最近的生活已慢慢恢复了，恢复成普普通通的生活。所谓的普通，就是不再天天为任何东西烦了，也不想再去管别人的东西了。。。虽然有些闷，可是总好过天天想太多吧！

很多朋友都说我天天留一些很灰的blog，他们看了也闷。但是我写blog的目的就是要发泄心里的闷，心里的不平衡，不然我会傻的。。。哈哈哈

这两天我的朋友有叫我去喝酒和打麻将，其实我在家是很闷。可是还是拒绝了，并不是不喜欢和她出去，只是不想接触大场面。只是和她出去一定没问题，毕竟我和她也认识了很久。见到她也会很开心，不过也很久没真的和她单独出去了。新年也只是见到她一两次，到现在。。。

我还是一个无哩头的大胖子。。。

接近九点了，是去找一找我的猪朋酒友了。。。哈哈哈。。。废话又完了

Interesting Converstation.... note, for 18++ only, child please dun read

2008-03-07T15:21:00.005+08:00

haha, these the msn Conversation between my friend.. haha...
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Part 1:
Friend ABC says:
imagine the sticky and milky juice flows through ur hand... u can use it as glue and stick anything

Friend ABC says:
whats more to say is that the smell of it is like u never bath for ages

Friend XYZ says:
y dun u go write up some porn stories in ur blog

Friend ABC says:
but beware... there are diference in old juice or younf juice... old juice will act as toxic and b.....
......

Part 2:
Friend ABC says:
nolar.. i usually spread it onto my piece of bread and enjoy it.

Part 3:
Friend ABC says:
i once tried a gal... i was fingering her for a while and the juices flows in. Before i could penetrate into her.. her vagina start to close up... u know why? her juices stickiness is too great... luckily i did not enter my bro into her!

Friend ABC says:
there was another gal who wanted to keep fit and maintain her sexy body shape... she blowjob me and deep throat.. until she choke and vomited.. ask why .. she say my dick is long enough.

Friend ABC says:
have you guys ever tried the spider fuck?

Friend ABC says:
spider fuck means when the gal hand is on the wall, her feet on the ground.. while u fuck her with ur hand on the wall and feet on the ground too... so 8 legs all together
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Congratulation, my dreaest friend is the best.. haha
go find out who is Friend ABC yourself... but not me ar... :D
note, to be continue....

大选又到了！！！

2008-03-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

明天又到了大选，和平时一样，大选一到就周围看到“国旗”，我想知的是大选过后，他们要多久才会清理全部呢？过后又见到一个个候选人出来演讲。。。“保证这个，保证那个”。。。心想为何要到大选时才出来讲这讲那，如果平时有做到，就不用怕无人不知。我倒想看看到底有哪一个侯选人没出来拉票，我一定选他，因为这证明你真的有为民服务，不怕没人选你。。。

说真的，我的选区，候选人是谁我也不认识，是我没兴趣政治呢？还是他们太失败，没什么为民服务导致我也不认识他们？而最近看到很多党会的种种布条，什么他车大炮，欺骗人民。我看到真的想笑，政治人物真的只会搞小动作吗？

最近有帮某个党设计他们的网页，还没开始时，我已经预算不是很顺利。只是没想到会令到我与某个YB吵架。因为我最不喜欢别人无赖我，就算是我爸妈我也会反驳。虽然这个Porject 还是完成了90%，可是已让我对这个党会留下不好的印象。
1，做东西都是last minute的。
2，本身做错了还要无赖人。
3，做工完全没组织性的。
4，在背后一直搞小动作。
5，不会做人，新年时期还不停的烦我，已很清楚的通知他们我不方面也很不得空。（年初二，就已经call个不停，害我在新年时期与他们吵架，真的很想骂他们是不是华人，华人的大日子还要我做东西，谁叫他们总是Last Minute。）

记仇？？？相信？？？原谅？？？

2008-02-16T15:08:00.004+08:00

突然想起记仇这样东西。很好笑吗？我想想我是不是一个记仇的人？我也不知道。。。

今天，我想到我是不是太容易相信人？也太容易去原谅人？我每天都在想，明明知道有些人会拿我的利益，通常我是不会主动与他联络，但如果他联络我和需要我的帮忙，也一样帮忙，我也没什么计较。是不是我太笨？太大方呢？如果说我真的不计较，我还是会不高兴，我真的知道对方只是利用我，但我的气一下子又会消，然后又会说帮得就帮吧！我还是一样会永远记得谁对我不好，那些人只是利用我，我还是会分得出，这样又算不算是计仇？哈哈哈。。。

有时我想想，朋友我很多，如果说想认识朋友，也不是那些吧？可能我不想让人讨厌吧？对自己没信心，不想去得罪别人吧？多一个朋友好过少一个吧？应该是少得罪一个人好过吧？哈哈

新年又过了！新的开始！

2008-02-12T08:47:00.001+08:00

很快，新年又过了。原本以为这个新年会很闷，结果还不错啦。。。哈哈

年三十晚，既然还要工作到傍晚六点。。。没办法咯，唯有六点准时回家吃饭咯，还好不是很塞车。

初一，当然是回婆婆家。还是一样，个个一见到我就问我几时结婚，唯有叫他们看看我的头发，说我已决定出家当和尚，很好的借口吧。晚上与朋友去打麻将，十二点后还去了另一个朋友家继续第二场，当天，既然从晚上八点开始喝酒到第二天早上六点。虽然还没醉，但也疲倦到没精神驾车，唯有在他的家睡吧！！

初二，下午去了和旧同学聚会，开始还以为会很闷，因为大家只是一年半摘才聚会一次。不过结果还很开心，毕竟已是十来年的朋友了。后来他们也聚在一起晚餐，我没加入因为我有朋友从JB来了，说真的，有点遗憾，因为这个晚餐是一个我很久没联络的久同学提出。不过JB的朋友来了，当然要陪他咯，哈哈，同样，当晚又玩麻将到凌晨。。。

初三，下午有家庭聚会，亲戚们聚在一起吃午餐，他们还帮我哥哥相亲呢！不过我哥哥就说没Feel，哈哈。过后我就去了马六甲，原本我还有两个节目在KL，一是旧同学门的第二个聚会（很想Join的，因为大家一年才聚一次），二是好朋友们的聚会咯。。。但已答应了去马六甲找我的朋友，不过过后晚上从马六甲赶回来找他们，过后又打麻将咯，哈哈哈。

初四，早上载了JB朋友回（并不是回JB，而是载他去某个地方而已）。过后在家看电视，做一做自己的东西，已有几天没查我的email了。傍晚就回家和妈妈吃晚餐。。。不过后来觉得很闷，就去了巴生找朋友，又是打麻将，哈哈哈。

天天都是麻将的新年，还很特别吧。整个新年，觉得时间不够，还有很多朋友没见到，妈妈的亲戚们也只见了我的小姨。。。很对不起其他的亲戚们。。。

初五就开工了，我想也是时候恢复了。

还有，电话既然有问题，这几天也没电话用了，也好，没人烦我了。哈哈

新年又来了！！！

2008-02-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

很快，明天又是团年饭咯，又新年了。。。又老了。。。

小时，天天都盼望是新年，因为有红包吗，又可以和一大班亲戚朋友玩。
刚出来做工时，很享受新年的假期，也可以去旅行。。。

现在，反而觉得很闷，无所时事的在家里闷。。。还有，人老了还要收红包，很不好意思的啦，真想叫他们不要再给我。。。可是想到钱谁又不想要，哈哈哈。。。

可以和亲戚们聚一聚，可是他们一定会问我几时结婚，没女友怎样结啊？一想到这样的问题，真的很闷又很伤心。。。又不是我不要结，没人要我又可以做什么？哈哈哈

其实我最担心我婆婆和妈妈，每天都在期待我和我哥哥结婚，可是却令她们每一年都失望。以前就说还没准备好，现在反而连女朋友也没了。算不算不孝呢？缘分嘛，勉强不到的，顺其自然吧！

好吧！新的一年，新的开始，再接再厉，加油赚钱先，哈哈。。。

不孝子的我。。。

2008-01-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

想想下，我很像很久没回家睡了。只是回家吃了晚饭又走回Condo。
原本已计划好要回家帮忙收拾房间，但又没时间。。。
这几天，柔佛的朋友来了。结果要陪他们，这星期又没回家了。。
今天傍晚想回家的，又还没完成我的Project，而且又伤风了，全身软软的，所以没回家和希望不会真的生病吧！好吧，这星期，一定要找一天放了工就回家吧，不然我就真的是不孝了。

又要新年了，我还没有什么准备，还没买新年衣，也还没真正的大扫除（只是收拾了我的Condo)。很想去逛街买衣就是没人陪，一个人逛会很闷的。

黑白老鼠 (很棒的故事 )

2008-01-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

有一個人在森林中漫遊的時候，突然遇見了一隻飢餓的老虎，老虎大吼一聲就撲了上來。他立刻用生平最大的力氣和最快的速度逃開，但是老虎緊追不捨，他一直跑一直跑一直跑，最後被老虎逼入了斷崖邊上。站在懸崖邊上，他想：「與其被老虎捉到，活活被咬、肢解，還不如跳入懸崖，說不定還有一線生機。」

他縱身跳入懸崖，非常幸運的卡在一棵樹上，那是長在斷崖邊的梅樹，樹上結滿了梅子。正在慶幸的時候，他聽到斷崖深處傳來巨大的吼聲，往崖底望去，原來有一只兇猛的獅子正抬頭看著他，獅子的聲音使他心顫，但轉念一想：「獅子與老虎是相同的猛獸，被甚麼吃掉，都是一樣的。」

當他一放下心，又聽見了一陣聲音，仔細一看，一黑一白的兩隻老鼠，正用力地咬著梅樹的樹幹。他先是一陣驚慌，立刻又放心了，他想：「被老鼠咬斷樹幹跌死，總比被獅子咬好。」情緒平復下來後，他感到肚子有點餓，看到梅子長得正好，就採了一些吃起來。他覺得一輩子從沒吃過那麼好吃的梅子，找到一個三角形的枝椏休息，他想著：「既然遲早都要死，不如在死前好好睡上一覺吧！」他在樹上沉沉的睡去了。

睡醒之後，他發現黑白老鼠不見了，老虎、獅子也不見了。他順著樹枝，小心翼翼的攀上懸崖，終於脫離險境。原來就在他睡著的時候，飢餓的老虎按捺不住，終於大吼一聲，跳下懸崖。黑白老鼠聽到老虎的吼聲，驚慌逃走了。跳下懸崖的老虎與崖下的獅子展開激烈的打鬥，雙雙負傷逃走了。

由我們誕生那一刻開始，

苦難, 就像飢餓的老虎一直追趕著我們，
死亡, 就像一頭兇猛的獅子，一直在懸崖的盡頭等待，
白天和黑夜的交替, 就像黑白老鼠，不停地正用力咬著我們暫時棲身的生活之樹，總有一天我們會落入獅子的口中。

既然知道了生命中最壞的情景是死亡，唯一的路，就是安然地享受樹上甜美的果子，然後安心地睡覺，只有存著這樣單純的心、少慾望、多一點赤子之心。